Im a girl. Well no, actually, Im a woman. You should just hear me roar. Of course in numbers to
big to ignore, and I certainly know to much to go back and pretend,
because I've heard it all before and I've been down there on the
floor and you´re not, NO, no ones ever gonna keep me down
again. YES, I am wise, very, but its wisdom along with all the
pain, yes I pay the price, but look how much I've gained. If I
have to, I can do anything, I am strong, I am invincible, Im a
woman. You can bend but never break me, cause that only serves
to make me, then more detirmined to acheive my final goals, and
I come back even stronger, not that honest any longer, cause you
deepen the conviction in my soul. Oh yes, Im a woman, watch me
grow, see me standing toe to toe as I spread my loving arms across
the land, but Im still just an embryo, with a long long way to go,
until I make you understand, why I refuse to follow your rules. The question to who I am? A woman.
Tess
is the name I´ve been given. Tess is the name to whom I
listen. Tess Therése Elizabeth Dahlström if you wantme to be polite. Im a woman, a woman just like all the other
women in this world. Not special at all if you dont want me to
be special. Not as nice as you think, no not as nice at all. Im dangerous, hurt me and you´ll understand. Almost an adult, still a little child if you let me. Been through a lot. Am a lot. Fits to a song.
I really
hate the world today, you´re too good to me, I know but
I cant really change, tried to tell you but you always look at
me like maybe, Im an angel underneat, innocent and sweet but yesterday
I cried, you must´ve been reliefed to see a softer side.
I can understand how you´ve been so confused, I dont envy
you, Im simply a little bit of everything, all rolled into one.
Im a bitch, Im a lover, Im a child, Im a mother, Im a sinner,
Im a saint, I do not feel ashamed. Im your hell, Im your dream.
Im nothing in between, you know you wouldnt want it any other
way. So take me as I am, that might mean that you have to be a
stronger man, can you? Just to asure you that when I start to
make you nervous, and Im going to, extrems, tomorrow I will change
and today wont mean a thing. Just when you think, you´ve
got me figured out, the seasons already changing, I think its
so cool, you do what you do, but please dont try to save me. Im
a bitch, Im a tease, Im a godess on my knees, when you´re
hurt, when you suffer, Im your little angel undercover. Im enough,
press rewind, cant actually say Im not in love, you know I wouldnt
want it any other way.
Though
I hate it, life is perfect, never better but the distance is making
the heart go blind, when you send me off to see the world, werent
you scared that I might get hurt? Im hungry, Im dirty, Im loooosing
my mind, but everything is fine. NO, Im freezing, Im starving,
Im bleeding to death, everything is just fine. Yeah Im working,
making money, Im slowly starting to build a name. I know I could
make it any day. Sure Im sober, sure Im sane, life is perfect,
never better, still my parents daughter, still the same. If I
tell you what you wanna hear, will that help you to sleep well
at night? I can reasure that Im just perfect, dear, just cuddle
up and sleep tight, yeah..
Every finger in the room is pointing at me. I wanna spit in their faces, then I get afraid what that could bring. I got a bowling ball in my stomach, I got a desert in my mouth. Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now. I've been looking for a saviour in these dirty streets. Looking for a saviour beneath these dirty sheets. I've been raising up my hands, gonna
drive another nail in. Yupp!
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