The Real Hidden Truth
The Real Hidden Truth
For those of you who have visited my pictures from time to time over the last few months, I hope that you have been at least jolted into the thinking that " maybe there IS something more to life and death "on this planet of ours. I can, in all honesty, say that none of those pictures were tampered with in any way. You saw them as they came, with a little encouragement from a tone brush (not to forget the aching fingers and wrist) to enhance a little of the whole picture which I saw, and believe me I see a lot more. I have been to many people on the Net almost begging them for spiritual help, and I can now say that I received the cold shoulder, as if I was making it all up or I was crazy. I kept asking despite these set backs because I KNEW that what I was seeing was and is real. The people from whom I sought advice you would think you could turn to regarding such matters and as they speak of the very Gods that I see. Yet I was not upset with them at all as I am sure they had their reasons as it is a very untrusting world out there. The trouble with this is that you think you are the only one and that is a very lonely feeling. What I am about to tell you IS what has happened to me, I am not hiding it anymore, I am not afraid anymore.
It all started four years ago, I found an interest, and that was Ufology. I went at it with a hunger, reading, UFO spotting, sitting out with a pair of binoculars hoping to see anything that was not in the norm of things. Then in September 1996 my hubby Rob bought our first computer, and I bought a CD-ROM called "Astronomer for Windows" so I could study star formations. (Or so I thought) There are so many Moon and space pictures I did not know where to start. I would sit for hours looking at them, studying them in fact looking for something that was missing, even though I did not know what. That's when I bought a photo shop program. I began rubbing with the tone brush and things began to appear. Buildings craft, beings on the Moon and Mars, in fact ALL of the planets. I would show family and friends but they saw only tiny pieces of what now was becoming a puzzle. Even above the Earth I saw another world. I thought this is it I have lost it. So I stopped doing the pictures as it frightened me.
This was about a year ago and I was still in main stream ufology, I began collecting ALL UFO theories off the Net. I decided to keep an open mind, and believed all, but never one, my mind was open to all possibilities. I would go on a great chat club regarding UFOs on a Saturday night, and I must say I loved it, I was known as "UfatO, a name which matches my sense of humour. I even sent a UFO colleague a disc containing some of my pictures, just in case he could see what I saw. This is when I began to see another world at the side of ours, mostly in pictures, magazines, books etc. It is as if the world touches the tops of the trees. There are strange objects, buildings, and craft. I told no one. Then the most alarming thing, peoples features began to change, needless to say I stopped looking at pictures, but as if not to be out done I began seeing these things on TV programmes. I started mentioning it to my husband and daughter, whom were not impressed. I felt so very alone, as if cut off from everyone around me. I had to find answers, so I began on my CD ROM pictures again. There is one picture that I call Heaven. It has a huge metallic building on top of a cloud, this is when I saw what I thought were demons. Standing to the right of the building I see a man with a bird's head and feathers coming out at the side, he wears a long cape with serpents around the bottom. Behind him are three faces. The higher face is that of a serpent lady, who is smiling, she wears a serpent crown, sometimes I see her as a human woman. The face in the middle is of half man, half serpent, he smiles too. The lower face is the head of a bull. At first I was in shock and sought comfort at a New Age Chat group, someone did say that I was a star person that was left on Earth called the Anunnaki. This rang a bell with a theory, Zecharia Sitchin, so I went through my papers, back to the Gods of the ancient ones. Things were beginning to make sense; the puzzle began to find its pieces, but not enough. I then went on the Net and found my serpent lady at an Aztec site along with the bird headed man. The bull and serpent man I found at a Sumerian site. I felt a little better at least I was seeing Gods not demons. But I had always been taught there was but one God?????????. Not being one to accept brainwashing I looked deeper, perhaps there was more out there than just Buildings, craft and beings.
I was getting used to the fact that maybe there is more than one God, and that religious answers can be found before any of the Good books were written.
Then: I SAW A SIGN.
It was September 1997, one evening, just as the Sun was setting behind the houses opposite my home. I let out my dog into the garden, when on my fence at the back I saw a shining circle, enclosed within the circle was a cross like the letter X. I looked around but could not understand where it was reflecting from, it was very bright plus my windows are the norm square. It puzzled me but I thought no more of it, until, I switched on the TV. There was a programme with a Native American saying, "We must listen to the signs, before we know our true path ". I still didn't connect but thought I will go on the Net to see if I could find the sign I had seen on my fence. I soon found it, in fact almost straight away. It is the sign of The Four Corners, which is very sacred to Native Americans especially the peoples of The Hopi. I then went to the prophecy page and read what they believe is to come. I was shocked. WHAT HAD ALL THIS TO DO WITH ME? I was desperate for answers, I tried to speak with people on the Net, and no one listened. I was watching TV one morning, when someone said" if you go to the White Deer, you will find your enlightenment" I sat for a moment and remembered a picture on the Moon that had what I thought looked like a white deer, in fact I called this picture my sacred sight on the Moon as it contained much more. When I looked at this picture I saw a face of a boy with Native American features he was looking at me, then in side view I saw another face of a white person. These faces, may I add, ARE visible to all. This time I had something positive to show my family, and they did see them very clearly. I felt better, but still no answers. I tried to speak to Native Americans on line or e-mail but I am afraid to no avail. I was gutted. No one would help me. I knew I was in need of Spiritual help, but where? I searched the web and answered all of my questions, myself. Until the next sign.
I decided to take my tone brush over the Pleiades star system, this is where I had read on the Net that the Gods came from. And of course I was not disappointed. The more I brushed the more faces began to appear. A black man with the horns of a bull, he scared me a little, as his eyes looked stern and questioning, above him black ladies and children, all with crowns of stars or a star just above the head.
Then a beautiful lady, who looks at me, she has a huge crown and a necklace of stars. She appears Asian. A white man with a crown, another black man with a crown, a white lady with a flowing veil.
Each time I went to this picture, there were more and more, until all I see is faces of all races and religions. I was also shown a sign that I have only just learned means eternal life. After first seeing what I now call the Gods and Goddesses of creation, I asked WHO AM I to see such things. That is when I awoke one morning saying "Wa tanna ki ta" I did not realise at the time that this is a name, I have still been unable to find out what the meaning is. The next morning I awoke with the name of a man, who I will call very ancient and was a Demi God, I am not interested in that as it happened MANY centuries ago and I are now who I am. Plus if I told you, you would probably do what I did and laugh till the tears fall. believe me I am as mortal as anyone else WITH all my mortal faults.
Lots of little things happened in between what I have told you; little coincidences that I now know were not. In conclusion I had a spiritualist visit me 4 weeks ago. I told her nothing of what had happened. She told me there were two beings from the underworld trying to stop me doing what I have to do. I do not yet know what I have to do. She also said she had to quote me a saying from the Bible, it is "The meek shall inherit the Earth" By the way I did see a sign as I awoke one morning giving the date of what it called The Purification Day, it was written in white with gold around the lettering on a blue green background. I will also tell you that on the Pleiades picture is the face of a very old Native American man, he has long grey hair and wears a crown like that of the Aztec. His face is just above the black man with the bull's horns. His face is the largest and to me the most significant on the picture. I call him "The Great Spirit". My family sees some of the faces on this picture, yet they cannot see this one. I see him in perfection. Last week I found a Web site that I wish I had found long ago. It is the Web site of Robert Ghost Wolf and Laura Lee. Here after months of searching I found my answers. It is heartening to know that I am not alone, and I cannot thank Robert Ghost Wolf and Laura Lee enough. For I now feel that I have found most of the answers to a puzzle with most of the pieces missing.
What have I learned from this experience……….
It is such a shame that man has chosen to abuse religion by using it as a deadly weapon, and as I have always said even before knowing about the Gods "Greed, Corruption and Power" rule our planet, because of this millions have always suffered, but we NEVER learn. While ever humankind puts materialism before the love of people, we will never find the true spiritual meaning of life and love. No one had to teach me about material wealth I found that out for myself, even as a child.
Diamonds are the stars
Gold is in the Sun
Sapphire is the clear blue sky
Silver is in the Moon
Emerald is the green, tall grass
Ruby is the red, red rose
Wealth is but a rainbow,
The rainbow is my light.
Jan Rigley.
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