Coping Mechanism "Personas"
"It's all part of the act".
"The Auto pilot", the survivor, mother, father, provider; the one who demonstrates perfect control when challenged with the most extreme of crises with out thinking is the one I rely on the most. She will allow me to go out the door and into the world. The Auto pilot has a big disadvantage, however, as she is allocated a restricted amount of "fuel". When I feel myself driving her past her limit I transform her operating energy to adrenaline and exhaust her into the ground. I pay dearly for her indebted services, in a high price of more extreme Agoraphobic, Panic and antagonist episodes that almost inevitably follow. She takes days to recharge and sometimes weeks depending on how far I push her."Flute", the happy, jovial, free spirited Pagan, pan-like creature also conducts the voice of reason in her expression to outsiders. Joey is my little defiant, bastard cyber pug who sarcastically, speaks with a phonetic Italian accent, swears worse than my mother does, has an extremely high IQ and is my "humor therapy" resource. I created Joey since I am on a waiting list for a service dog. I just got sick of waiting.
Jane Dory, "The Girl Who Fell to Earth", but does not fit in, has found her adherence on the world wide web, is dedicated to specific controversial Internet activity, including strong environmental activism.
"Pica", also known as an anonymous version me, derived from "psycho", is not a psychotic identity. She rules the right brain and my graphical dynamics, although I am dominantly left brained. "Looka" is a domestic violence victim. "Eyez" can not physically see, but sees beyond what most can not.
I do not have Multiple Personality Disorder. These are all "acts", like juggling balls in the air. They work for me and they work very hard. And they are very successful at what they are able to accomplish.
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