(Believes God is Dead)

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I ironed my own shirt today, mom

2:37 PM 8/11/99
this is how i felt
I was on a sinking ship
My leg was caught on the sail
my only option was to jump
but I chickened out
and broke my face
i never felt so out of place
I got up and exited
via the bottom door
the water flooded the room
not only sinking the boat,
but my (massive) popularity as well
Not long after reaching shore
Naturally, I was deserted
At first i wondered what to do
At first i was scared
then I realized this was time
the time of my life


7:30 starts my day
7:40 reminds me again
hot water
against the wall
wear same clothes every 4 days
good thing day 5 is casual
morning/mourning
sllllooow day
routine, routine

13 inch screen
peripheral vision of gray walls
a white screen
almost lunch routine, routine

Waiting for my eight hours
counting down
day filled with daydreams
nothing to do now but wait
routine, routine


11:25 AM 8/17/99
In order to keep this alive, we have to make sure we don't unplug the
life support system. If you think you can get away with this, you
are just delaying the time of impact. Do you feel helpless and
violated? Does your day always start off on the left foot? Maybe I
can help you. Give me your money. Today you will work for eight
hours and you will sleep for six hours. It depresses you. You feel empty inside.
You buy tangible objects to fill voids. The more you
spend, the more you work, making your misery a full circle.

I believe in something else
now go bother someone else
stick your fingers in your book
take a better second look
you crook
I hate it when you breach my space
and I hate it when you preach your case
and you should go down
down
save someone else
I think I should warn you
I think I should tell
what you've been doing
it makes you go to hell
I hate it when you preach your case
it makes me want to stick my fist through
your face
and you should go down
down
save someone else
can your preacher bring me down?
oh, thats what i thought
I hate it when you breach my space
and I hate it when you preach your case
and you should go down, down
save someone else
(Stolen from FILTER )
Cops/pigs/police
You speed, they pull you over. You drink and they take away your license. They fine you. They take your money. And you don't want this to happen again. You go on with your life and do what you want to do, you speed and they pull you over again, you drink and they make sure you can't drive. They take your money. Then you think maybe if I go the speed limit and maybe if I follow the rules, I won't be broke all the time, paying fines. So you start going the speed limit and you start "just saying no". Then you realize they have trained you. You are a robot citizen. You do what they tell you. You are trained like a dog.

Essay
I began to question the truth about the Bible at a very young age. I don’t mean to sound sacrilegious, but I have realized that science makes the Bible look like a big book of lies. All of my young life I went to church and listened to stories the preacher would tell us. There was never any proof - but I still believed stories of a huge boat with every animal alive today on board and stories of seas being parted. They always seemed to be far fetched, but I never heard any other explanation about how the universe was created, so I believed those stories.

Middel school science classes presented explainations of scientific naute that totally disprove any Bible story. I learned about Charles Darwin’s theory of evolution. This theory, that man evolved over millions of years from another ape-like mammal. God’s explanation is that one man and one woman were created from the Earth’s dirt! I think I’ll stick to Darwin’s theory. We were also taught about the Big Bang theory in school. This more sensible explanation is that a huge star exploded and caused the entire universe to assemble planets after millions of years, and millions of years after that, plant life and small life began to form. The Bible says that "God" created the Earth in six days!

I believe that when you die, you die and that’s all, no afterlife, nothing. The Bible should be read as fiction and for moral educational purposes only. Not as a factual account of history. The “Good Book” talks about the sky raining frogs and rivers turning to blood. Why would a perfectly sane person believe this really happened? If just one of these strange things happened today, I would have no problem believing in the Bible.

Another thing that deters me from relegion is the fact that there are so many other religions all over the world besides Christians and Catholics. There are Muslims, Buddhists, Hindu and so many more. Every religion belives they are right, and they all have different stories to tell. Something else that makes me question religion altogether is the stories of the Greeks Gods. They are just made up characters that were created to give to people explanations. Zeus was the God of lightning and Pandora was responsible for everyone’s dishonesty and lies. Maybe there is no answer for all of this, but science has the most believable explanation to me.

After everything I’ve learned about science and it’s explanations of the creation of the universe, I am much less confused and there is proof, not just wacky stories to back them up. I define learning as a matter of truth from proof.


  • Attempted Suicide? What the Fuck! C'mon people, try harder!

  • "The Bible"...If you enjoyed this book, read "The Cat in the Hat", and many other entertaining Dr.Suess Selections

  • "God" was a vein bastard, the years were negative until he was born, what's up with that?

  • The "Virgin Mary" actually sat on a dirty toilet seat, that's how she got pregnant. Maybe Mary was a whore and slept around with some wise men in the town, and fooled Joseph with her virgin shit. If she was a virgin, when she had her fucking baby, her hymen would have broke while she was giving birth..ouch

  • The Pope... This dude has a huge ego. He travels around the world in his bullet-proof pope-mobile G Ride making more girls cry than the Back Street Boys and 'N Sync combined.


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