The hardest change for me was when I move to Lemoore, California. The people were harsh, uncaring, and down-right cruel. I didn't know how to take it, so I turned violent. They thought it was funny, until they meet my shoe against their side.

My parents sent me to counslers, beleiving it would solve my problem. Fat chance. I lost most of my ability to stand up for myself and my confidence fell.

They had all sorts of ways to torment me. They costantly threw their garbage at me. They defaced my last name by writing "pussy fart" in the area near it. They went as far as to draw obscene pictures to illistrate it. They think it's funny, but it isn't.

Eight years of being in this heck-hole of a state is more than one man can take. It has given me a strong idea on why student go on shotting rampages: they can't put up with the morons that hurt them. Smart students, have no previous criminal record, taking lives because of the people in that area.

The environment is the reason why people act the way they are. A harsh, uncaring environment creates violent people. It may be a simple need to survive, but when moved to a calm, peaceful environment the individual starts being cold but becomes like them. It is the same when a person from a calm, peaceful environment moves to a harsh, uncaring environment, except the person becomes unruley.

For the future, I plan to move back to a place I enjoyed, Oahu. Despite the rain, it was a beautiful place to live. A hope for me is to go to a big university, but taking Astronomy as a major is a rare thing. Not many places even offer it. If all else fails, I can take an Auto major, because it is easy for me. It is time consumming, but there is more jobs for people with an automotive background. Only time will tell what will happen...

This is my end.

Enough with the history lecture, it is time to go home.