WHOOPS this page is undergoing alterations...changing from a rant to whatever i feel like at the moment page...bear with me here... I've decided that while it is in transit, I will post a poem that I wrote when I was feeling bitter:

If my trust is a game for you

Don't let me see the telltale shadows

Glimpses of truth - that detestable substance

I want you more than words could count

Beyond love or lust, beyond desire

A hunger that demands to be sated

I wanted to lose myself in your arms

I tasted the life I've denied myself

The pain, the beauty

The piper is advancing, you know

I hear the melancholy strains of his melody

Over your breath

Mine is coming, you know

A walk in the sun

Or a waltz under dazzling starfire

With a light, quick step over the tainted pages

And unwanted words prickling my senses

I fell, I am falling

Or was I pushed?

Have I lost myself for a dream?

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