The Priestess Speaks
Hail! I've finally managed to put together a "starter" page which will branch off into who knows what, but no matter what I'm honored you decided to be a part of it! This is the part where you say "Man, hey thanx...feels good to be loved!". Anyway, I just put this section here as a place to start, where I could introduce myself, give you a few links that tell a bit about me, stuff like that. That way when you see a pic of me, or read something I say, you can have an even better understanding of the mentality it's coming from. Alot of people may get offended here and there, and I'm afraid that's really their own problem, unless I say something that is COMPLETELY untrue to my knowledge. Outside of that, I'm afraid I stand behind everything I say, and while I never confuse rudeness with honesty and free-speech, sometimes I just need to say what I have to say and no matter what, I can't afford to restrain my mind. It makes a slave out of someone to do that out of fear of conflict.
But enough of that, I guess I should fill you in on me a little bit. Well let's see.
- My full name is Shiva Ryakovich, I'm 19 years old, born on January 18, 1979 to my parents Boris and Slovakia Ryakovich of the Ryakovich Noble Family.
- I have two sisters, the twins Illyana and Slovakia(both 17), and my brother Jago(20). So far they're all growing up to be proud Satanists in their own right, and strong-willed and full of a love for life!
- For people who ask why I immigrated to america with my parents, the basic reason is that my father loves to travel. But you'll read more about the deeper reason in other sections of the site.
- I LOVE bodybuilding and fitness. I'm not into looking butch, but I am a avid believer in the idea that the human body, like any living creature should be treated and nourished to how an individual wants theirs to look. It houses the most sacred of all things to me(ie ME), and I love taking care of it. I'm not someone who thinks I look better than every other living thing(although I love to try and make myself believe that sometimes when I'm feeling "special"), I just really love my body, I'm proud of being able to stir up the will it takes to get my ass in the gym, to the pool, on the road(running) and whatever else to make my goals come true. I love setting a goal to lose or gain weight, and the feeling that comes from making it happen. If I sound "vain" or narcassistic I really don't mean to, as I don't look down on anyone else unless they give me a much deeper reason to(as in on a mental and intellectual level). But I am saying that I take pride in what I do, I take pride in what I accomplish, and don't see a problem with doing just that as long as I don't lose sight of the big picture. In the meantime yes I do eat junk food sometimes, I indulge when I want, and I pay the price in the work it takes to work off the pounds I don't want.=) And next, of course, I LOVE my boyfriend Narkov(a.k.a. "Shmee")!!!! He's a 6'2'' 220lbs. Russian/German built like a truck and a beautiful work of art. I've been dating him for about 7yrs, and I love him with all my heart!! I love him more than he may ever understand, and that's ok, because he feels the same way about me. He's a bodybuilder, so we train together all the time, and he's also heavy into boxing, swimming, and reading. He's recently joined the Church of Satan after being trained by me and my family for so long the day he joined literally brought tears to my face. It's also on the same day, that he tried to use Satanic magic for the first time in his life, and wouldn't you know it, I was his target! ^_^ It was on that night that he became the first person to ever touch me in a sexual manner and I lost my virginity! To say the least the night was incredibly special, with a beautiful ritual I arranged for him as a sort of "coming out" occaision to celebrate. I will love him beyond anything he will ever experience outside of a family relationship, and that is my ONLY rival in that sense. To Narkov, I LOVE YOU SWEETIE!!!
- For those of you who love history, you're in luck, if you try a web search for old Russian Castles or Mansions you might find a pic or even some info on us. If not, then I will tell you now, that my family has been close to the teachings of the Church of Satan ever since its creation about three decades ago. Before that, our family was engrossed in the Wiccan/Witchcraft Religion, and before that we were a clan of devil worshipers. Don't go and get all pissy though, despite our love for family, those who didn't move forward and gain a respect for life and didn't convert to wicca were all but disowned by my family. We weren't violent or hateful about it, we just didn't feel that they and us could be so closely associated any longer, as we felt the need to gain a "higher" way of thinking(ie respect for life).
- You want some educational background? Well fact is there isn't all that much, since I'm only in my senior year in High School. But some of the more "notable" things I have on my growing "resume" for college are that I've written many, and I do mean MANY short philosophical articles(approx. 132) on everything from Satanism to my own beliefs that I've picked up in life. I've had about 100 of those articles published in newspapers(school papers), pamphlets, contests, magazines, and other areas in everywhere from Russia, to Hong Kong, to Beijing, to the U.S.A.(which is the cause for many an argument with the head of my school by the way). I've also competed in body building and martial arts tournaments, taking a gold medal three times in the municipal teen female bodybuilding tournament in Russia, and also winning a silver one year, I took 1st place in several Kickboxing tournaments, and some other stuff but you can read all about that in the "Trophy Room" when it's done ok?
For more info on me check out the "Profile" in the Photo Gallery!
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