May 10th, 2000

Well everyone, the semester is finally over for me! Waiting for the final standings on my grades, but basically I'm just relieved that it's all over. SO many things have happened this semester, especially in the last month and a half. I'm still struggling to sort through them all, sometimes at the expense of people that just should not be receiving my frustrations. *sigh* The battles raging in my mind and heart cannot be shared with anyone, for fear of hurting people in the process. Even I am not sure why things are this way...all I know is, I want it to stop.

So I guess you can guess that my love life is no less confusing than it was a month ago...I don't know what to do about it, so I try my best to ignore it until it overtakes me. Definitely not the best way to help Miss Angela's self-confidence, let me tell you. But oh well, we deal, right? "I breathe in, breathe out, put one foot in front of the other...take one day at a time..." That's about the best way to put it!

On a more cheerful note...I went back to Michigan last weekend and actually had a decent time. My mother and I went to a comedy club to see Walt Willey, who plays Jackson Montgomery on All My Children. We had so much fun, and he's actually playing down here this weekend, so my roommate and I are going again. That should be fun...I'm hoping that Christine, his opening act, will remember me. She was really cool. And Sunday is the long-awaited *NSYNC show. DJ and I are taking her little sister, so that is going to be fun. Let's just hope traffic isn't freaky (deaky? lol)...they're supposed to be doing construction on the interstate. On Mother's Day...how retarded is that? lol But anyways...

Next class starts on May 16...International Communications. How fun! *rolling eyes* But it's only til June 2 so...I'll make it!!

Talk to y'all soon!!

Angela