My thoughts, Words, Poems, & Quotes
Oblivion
to entwine your faith into none other
than the non-existence
of a black space, unknowing yet truthful
without resistence
is to be a naive child waiting for security
in the eyes of fire
knowing the unknowing that awaits your heart's
every last desire
unaware of the unreality that sinks you
past the glare on a face
tired of being oblivious to this perpetual thing
called reality's empty space
No Tears To Cry
i sit here alone
unable to cry
i sit here alone
staring at the sky
why could i not
why couldn't i
cast off these tears
i craved to cry
i wasted my tears
my tears on you
i didn't know
what else to do
i wept and sobbed
now i know its true
tears i have none
all lavished on you
now she is lost
vanished forever
yet no tears
to shed no never
i yearn for her touch
i long for her love
i may only dream
she is joyous above
thanks to your greediness
and selfish desires
you've made me shun
my precious tears of fire
all but one
one i save
one i treasure
my tear i keep
but for no one elses pleasure
i'll sustain it for her
not for you nor i
for she tends to be lonely
now i behold
my tear to cry
like a soft dew drop
it descends from my eye
this special tear
i've salvaged into
my mothers hands
it'll always be true
A Plastic Rose
why the glum face
do you despise of this place
need you comfort
or sympathy or pity
i refuse to give in
to this wretched velocity
of time
of your shit i put up with
the rind
of your selfishness
greedy eyes of conceit
cover the jealousy
and urge to compete
well its over now
your gone and dead
the hot rage of annoyance
has left my head
An Era of Love
how can you love someone for so long?
how do you know that it wasn't wrong?
after evolutions of time
don't you get tired of seeing him all the time?
always there, always waiting
ever since you started dating
so ever loyal and faithful
always looking so damn tasteful
but how does it last?
how do you get that feeling to stay?
even if you had a bad past
doesn't your heart get bored of his caring ways?
even if he writes you a song
how can you love someone for so long?
Lazy Sighs
boring dull tired eyes
drained dead and blank
yawning and blinking
fucking tired of thinking
trailing voices
slide past my ears
punding fists
ache my heavy skull
i want to go home
Freedom Through Peace
harmony seeps through my skin
anxious to escape my rage
looking for peace
a hope, a wonder
realizing there's no freedom
till truth finds my love
but 'why' i ask
'does it have to be this way?'
why can't love find truth
or harmony find peace
without my help
without my input or efforts
this rage that keeps
my hoped for feelings
from becoming me
from becoming free
Storm
wistling winds
swaying trees
dance to the hard song
of the the breeze
dark of clouds
full of might
stomp through the rough sky
day is night
Thoughts and Quotes I've Picked Up and Kept
* It's not the size of the dog in the fight, its the size of the fight in the dog
* we are each of us angels with only one wing and can fly only by embracing each other
* when you educate a man, you educate a man, but when you educate a woman, you educate a NATION
* don't sweat the small stuff, besides, its all small stuff
* the fight is only after the conflict, so forget the conflict, and there will be no fight
* we don't own the earth, we are part of it
* nature is our mother. caring, scolding, punishing, protecting, rewarding, doing the unexpected, and never being able to be conquered.
* merry meet and merry part, bright the cheeks and warm the heart
* fairly take, and fairly give
* bloom where your planted!
* some books are tasted, others are swallowed, but few are chewed and digested
* he that plants trees loves others besides himself
* have you ever watched the fairies when the rain is done, spreading their wings to dry them in the sun?
* what is a friend? a single soul dwelling in two bodies
* hail to thee, blith spirit! bird thou never wert, that from heaven or near it, pourest thy full heart in profuse strains of premeditated art
* man is the only animal that blushes (shame)
* the sea hates a coward
* why must good imagine evil? evil never imagines good!
* curiosity will conquer fear even more than bravery will
* when the first baby laughed for the very first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of faeries
Aren't they ---> soooo cute???!