The Sensual Mind of ODIN


ALL IN MY MIND
I was awakened from a dream of sorts,
from where my heart was free.
Just a place in time,
yet I was stripped of my security.

From a day so cold and dark,
to a night that never would end;
Searching for some stranger,
longing for a friend.

But love, it never found me,
it steered clear away from my path.
Holding me at bay so long,
A victim to its wrath.

As I walked, love was all around me,
and yet my life stayed the same.
Another loss...I had surrendered,
for it was I who was to blame.

When I thought all hope was lost,
it was you who did appear;
softening up my heart of stone,
evading all my fears.

You reached out for a hand,
a hand I said I would never give.
When it was I who needed love,
Why was I so afraid to live.

Those dark days in the past now,
for in your love I did find;
All my fears of heartaches and rejections,
WERE ONLY IN MY MIND.


LOVE'S TOWER
All along the tower,
from where my heart could never see.
I stumbled into a place in time,
imprisoned by much misery.

I looked apon this place,
as the tears built within my eyes.
Remembering all your heartless acts,
entangled in your lies.

From my broken tower,
I studied the memories from our past.
Giving to you so freely,
knowing our love would forever last.

I never knew what hit me,
as your love walked out the door.
Such was the feeling of emptiness,
that I had never felt before.

I would often sit and hold your picture,
and stare out into space.
Only to be pulled back into reality,
as the tears rolled down my face.

But happier times have found me,
a new lover is in your place.
No fears of heartache now surround me,
I see forever within her face.

All along the Tower now,
My heart feels so complete.
Our Tower is where two lonely souls,
survived when they did meet.

So thanks to you...an ethernal love,
is well within my reach.
Thanks to you...I found LOVE'S TOWER,
off Heartbreaks Lonely Beach.


The Crush
Your beauty, forever beyond approach,
is a priceless worl of art.
So many things I want to share with you,
so many feelings from my heart.

Although you do not know me,
we have spoken many a time.
Mind you never physically,
its been only in my mind.

Like ripples from a drowning rock,
struggling in a stream.
You are the star of all my fantacies,
You fullfill my every dream.

I would really love to talk to you,
but on this I do not rush.
For the moment....
I am content with only my thoughts of you,
What I cherrish is THE CRUSH.


A Daddy's Fear
~~This is dedicated to beautiful daughter Morgan...I Love you sweetheart~~
I never shall forget the day,
you came into my heart.
OH! but little Morgan,
you had a rocky start.

My heart so filled with joy,
my tears...all of pain.
So much there is to tell you,
so much there is to explain.

I got you on the weekends,
I got you when I could.
I sat crying every night,
not knowing where I stood.

The days, they pass so quickly,
the years have come and went.
The memories of the time we shared,
are purely heaven sent.

I know I'll miss so many things,
that a Daddy should never miss.
Like thewarming touch of innocence,
my daughter's little kiss.

So please...don't grow up to hate me,
I hope you know I tried.
For your love, I paid a price,
with every tear I cried.

LOVE DADDY

THE WISH

I wish that I could put to words,...
All the pain that I feel.
Although, I portray the act of a strong man,
My emotions are for real.

I wish that I could change my world,...
A world, with no pain to hide.
I wish that I could find that fence,...
in which, the greener grass is on the other side.

When people ask me about love,...
I have no advice to give.
For me, it was hard starting over,...
I had forgotten how to live.


THE KEY

My heart, broken so many times,
screams it's silent moan.
My heart, full of emptiness,
many times abandoned all alone.

My eyes have seen much beauty,
through my heart so filled with pain.
Many times, I have rebounded
yet my emotional scars remain.

Oh!...love, why am I the one.
The one that you choose?
To play your game until its end;
to play your game and loose.

Many times, I have been willing,
to give my heart away.
Only to regret my choices,
when love had chosen not to stay.

Once again, I choose to chance this struggle,
and to you, I give this key.
To unlock my heart and emotions,
Let our love roam free.

Together, we control our love;
until all time does end.
I want you more than just my lover,
I need you as my friend.

So here is the gift I give to you,
You've had it from the start.
Now take your key and open it.
Your gift,...it is my heart.


THROUGH THE MILES

Through the miles, I have learned to love again;
you have taught me how to give.
Through the miles, I have learned to trust again....
Although so engulfed was I emptiness, that I had forgotten how to live.

Through the miles, I have started to feel the feelings,
that I have kept bottled up inside.
Through the miles, your warmth has found the tenderness,
that through the pain,...I have tried to hide.

Through the miles, I long to hold you in my arms,
as you drift slowly off to sleep.
I dream of looking into your caring eyes, through the miles,
To feel your passion burning deep.

Through the Miles, it seems we have grown much closer,
but yet, the miles still keep us far apart.
Marguerite..., no distance can contain my feelings for you.
For it is through the miles, in which you have captured my heart.

~~THANKS FOR SHOWING ME HOW TO CARE AGAIN~~

Everything I've wished for
As I look into your eyes,
I melt within your kiss.
Your love, your passion, and desire,
burns away my emptiness.

Jessica, your every girl that I have ever wanted.
What I have always dreamed her to be.
A sparkling ray sent from heaven,
Sent to set my pain and misery free.

Like Haley's Comet ripping the darkness
of the nights air apart.
The hours of conversations we've shared
shall be forever etched into my heart.

Take my hand and walk with me
walk with me through this foggy mist.
Into that place I've wished for
where our love can co-exist.

~Take me to your heart...sweety~

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