Who am I, I ask myself. I see my dreams, I see my paths, I see my past. Is this who I am? Is this who I should be? Should I be proud, to say this is me? I see where I thought I would be, in my flashes of memory. Flickers of my past flash, in my eyes. Daylight, the dawning of my life, fades into the darkness of night, that is me. I ask myself, were did I go wrong? Where could I be? Why am I here? I still wonder one thing. Who am I? Better yet, who should I be?
I sit with a glass of water, drinking slowly. Drop by drop down my throat it goes. My thirst is still there even though the water is gone. I look inside myself for the contents, but my heart still knows its thirst. A glass of water is my love. Empty, and hollow is my glass, when my heart is baron. Lost is my destiny, when love has its direction and runs the other away. I look from the mountains of my dreams, into the lost valleys of my heart's reality. I hear the echoes that ricochet through my soul's piercing. Screaming, shouting, crying, the tears repel down my cheek. Rain of discontent, my hearts sorrow of a monsoon of tears. Drought of love, my heart screams in its silence of being alone.
When I’m alone, I hear the echoes of my day. Screaming at me, all the things I’ve done
wrong. Telling me, I’ll never escape, from the waste I’ve become. Sadness shows in my eyes,
as tears race down my cheek. Fears of the unknown, or fears of what I am and have become.
Falling into this life of mine, lost in the darkness of my abyss.
Pray tell is the spirit of love gone bad
The sins of ones heart in agony
I walk in my souls light in day
But I fear the loneliness of the night
Scorned is my heart from it’s pains
Tis this the joys of life
Tis not
I fear this heart of mine
Has suffered once to many times
And turned it’s pains in on me
Pray tell now I am the prey of my own heart
Walk with me ,walk with me my friend
See all that is yours
The magic of this place
The grandeur that is this planet
The destiny that is your life
I thank you for caring
I love you for all you are and have done
I hold you in my heart
I think of you always
The joy and pleasure you have brought me
I will remember you forever
Walk with me my friend
Guide me through life
As only your love could
Walk with me my friend
Walk with me always
Always be my friend
And walk with me
Walk with me my friend
Cold, chill, shivers
As the cold moist air touches flesh
A desire for warmth and comfort
As the thought warms from within
You know you need a blanket
But truly the cold is from within
So must the blanket be
You search
You heart
Your mind
Your soul
To find the comfort from within
You find your fears
Facing them down
Cleaning your soul
As love begins
Love is the blanket
As love is all around
Love is
That warmth from within
Wicks light that flickers in the dark.
Drips of the fires fuel drop then splatter,
to lay flat below where they once were.
No longer needed, disregarded, used.
I drip my life away, until I burn away.
When I do, all that will exist, is darkness.
When my wax takes its final drip,
and the candle light fades away.
The door closes,
closer as it approaches.
Push wind,
through my hair.
Missing my nose,
by less than an inch.
My eyes close,
as I flinch.
The door closes,
slamming,
in my face.
The rip,
the tare,
of my flesh.
The piercing,
of my heart.
Rejection !
Give me a gun.
Don't run.
I won't shoot you.
I'll shoot me.
Ready let's count.
One, two, _______
It is not for sale.
There is no price.
It is free for you to take.
I ask so little, for my love.
Just your love, in its place.
Love for love.
Sadness, joy, fear, hurt, all the reason why it exist. Droplets, drip from my lash. Slalom down my cheek across my flesh in various speeds. Lacrimal offspring cleansing my eyes and my soul. Secreted from my emotions tumbling out of control. Numerous times, for my tears I cry. This is the rain from my souls, not from the sky, but the rain from my eyes.
To soar and take wing on the breeze. Climb through skies and play in the heavens. Amongst the whispers of God in the wind. To feel the magic of suspension with air's flow under wing. To dance with the clouds, not knowing where you are going, but to enjoy where you are and have been. This is freedom, to the pleasures of thy's content. Running of your spirit, the racing of your heart. Beauty in thou's eyes. To climb so far above, and to give respect to all thee can see in the life's journey of flight. This is freedom, the one magic that is, a birth given right.
I enjoy the long, gracious, well tapered, smooth, warm silky flesh of you legs, as my hand glide up them with my soft loving touch. The teasing gentle roundness, as my hands, meet your hips. I stare in your eyes. Lost in your deep, passionate soul. Placing my lips to the flesh, of your tight, flat, stomach. Kissing you. Caressing your firm well shaped breast, as I rise up; "your body", "in excitement", "in erection". I feel my passion, I feel my lust, but without our love this could never be. I desire your soul, your body, your flesh, but mostly your love. Without that last one, I will always sleep alone.
Touched by an angel, I'm allowed to spread my wings. Look at new horizons, just move on, not forget where I've been or what you've done. I've had my pains run deep, with scars that will never heal. Forgive but never forget the coldness of your "loving" knife in my back, but realize my strength, you can never hold me back. I climb this new mountain, to find my new joys. I will find the strength, I will find love. Beat me down with your lies, faux words of love. I will move on, for in my heart, I have the love of the lord up above.
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