" PART OF YOUR PAST "
I SEE THE WAY YOU GAZE INTO HER EYES,
THE WAY YOU ONCE GAZED INTO MINE.
YOU HOLD HER HAND FIRMLY,
THE WAY YOU ONCE HELD MINE.
HOW CAN I BE JEALOUS NOW -
AFTER ALL THESE YEARS?
YOU WERE ONCE DEAD TO ME -
NOW I FEEL THAT YOU ARE PART OF ME.
I CAN'T SAY MUCH NOW -
IT IS TOO LATE FOR APOLOGIES.
I CAN TALK TO YOU ON A LOWER LEVEL -
BUT NOTHING WILL COME OF IT.
YOU ARE DIFFERENT -
LIFE EXPERIENCES HAVE CHANGED YOU.
I AM DIFFERENT -
IN YOUR EYES.
YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME IN THE WAY YOU ONCE DID -
I WILL NEVER GET A CHANCE TO HOLD YOUR HAND -
BECAUSE YOU ARE HOLDING HERS . . .
-ANA
03-12-97
WRITING