Mix-Masta B~laze

In loving tribute...


Let's dance in style,
Let's dance for a while
Heaven can wait,
We're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best
But expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?
Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power
But we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit,
Life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men
Can you imagine when this race is won?
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders,
We're getting in tune
The music's played by the madmen

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever
Forever - and ever

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever
Forever young

Some are like water
Some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later, they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?
It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse
Youth's like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever
So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams swinging out of the blue
We'll let them come true

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever
Forever - and ever

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever
Forever - and ever

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever

Forever young

How did it go so fast/You'll say as we are looking back/And then we'll understand/We held gold dust in our hands - Tori Amos, "Gold Dust"

On the morning of Saturday, March 29, 2003, I awoke as normal, with no feeling that something was wrong. I went to work as normal, and it wasn't until an hour later, when my mom came in crying, that I found my world flipped topsy-turvy. The night before, one of my best friends in the world, the fiance of my oldest friend, the man who inspired my own fiance's entire spiritual philosophy with a few off-hand stories, Blaze Culpepper, passed from the vale of tears into the world of legend. And as I and the others who knew him and knew how special he was tried desperately to wrap our minds around this shocking tragedy, the loss of his fire, his exuberance, his fragile and brilliant energy, was already slowly seeping into our hearts, dulling the sunshine on that warm spring day.

Blaze was an amazing person, a legendary partier, a fantastic musician, a generous and caring friend, a vast repository of easily-accessed drug information and first aid/safety plans, a hard worker, an avid Doors fan, an open-minded and freely spiritual young man, and a terrific boyfriend/fiance to his girl. Words cannot express how much he'll be missed.

I encourage everyone to funnel a beer in Blaze's honor, and for those of you who smoke, I encourage you to refer to the act from now on as "getting Blazed." He would have been more pleased by those two acts of tribute than almost anything else I can think of.

More to come soon...


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