but as i figure out, he was not going to be around in my life anymore ....but i figure that its just a period where i know the truth but i just can't realize it and i cant go on but everyone life must but if this tru then why is it that loved ones are always taken at the worst time of your life to lose someone near?.....I realize that the worst has yet to come and that I someday i might meet up with whatever it is and find out the truth why my bro took his life , but I now see what he saw was so bad and I still have to go through it since Iam still the youngest and have not coped wit what is to come................but for now " Kris i love u and i'll see you when i get there".....doug.

Kris was a loving free caring person who didnt care about anything thats probably why hes gone , he finally realized this isn't the life that he wanted this pic above was taken on my birthday of '98 and he's all dressed up cause he just came from his friends grad and was heading to the biggest rave in calgary on june 6 ,1998. he was really really drunk but I think that was the time I knew and realized that he truly loved me and cared about me.>

This here is a pic of my bro at my aunts wedding in october '97 where he is gettin down and grovin' hehe kris always knew how to make people laugh wit whatever he did..........

and at last here is me and my bro in disneyland in 1988 having fun in the sun pickin up girls (like usual)and sayin whats up to our good friend mickey mouse who everyone knows and hell have probablysang the song too.! u know m-i-c........k-e-y.........m-o-u-s-e! mickey mouse! donald duck! mickey mouse! donald duck!!.....okay enough so anyways keep my bro your heart which I hope everyone will....... thanx Kris's bro and yours, Doug