Hanuman's playground




So!! this summer at the retreat was so great for me, i learned a lot from a lot of people,i wish i had the chance to thank them all but well probably next time. i learned that i am worthy, that means that it doesnt matter what people may think of me im still great. you might be wondering what kind of retreat did i go to... well it is a siddha yogaŽ retreat, siddha yogaŽ is a path in wich we meditate and do several different activities, ive been in it my whole life actually and i started to go to their retreats when i was 11 years old, but i started to really get involved when i was 15, ive made some amazing friends there and they could be anything but ordinary.




But that isnt all, i got to know myself better in everyway you could imagine, its amazing how can something like this can change you from the inside out, like i got to really speak from my heart rather from an egoistic mind, its hard coz you never know how the other person would react to that and well youre open to everything. oh on that picture im the one with the beanie on. the other guys are willie,steve,byron,caleb and german.

Something that some people taught me made me write the following thing, thank you!:

German,Rachel,Mercedes,Stephanie chevalier,julienne,vivek, alena,simone,caleb,willie,jeremias, lakshmi,claudia,shami,omi,karuna, jayshree,steve,gopi,Rani,karunesh, stephen,amala,emilia,rebeca,paulina, lorena(sangeeta),lauren,shanti(ny), dadichi,shankar,jake,lilly,jaimee,nicole, joanna,natalia and Joey. They don't know how but they seriously helped me realize this,the first parragraph was written by someone else so i just used it.

"I am so loved by you, I am so loved by you, you are my prayer, you are my truth, you are my goal, you are my love".

- Never do give your thoughts away to the first person that gets your attention. Don't let yourself be fooled by a sweet smile or look. Always go deeper and you might find what you are looking for. Yet never stop looking for that wich you yearn. someday somehow you'll get it. Love always is in you don't worry about it. God loves you. Expect the unexpected, life is always like that. the only thing you can be sure of is that God will always be with you all the time.

That's what the time i was up there in Ny gave me, i don't know if it is good or not for someone else but it sure was amazing for me, i mean it was my experience of something different than the "normal" stuff that we are used to. oh well thank you to everyone who was up there at SMA in south fallsburg, you know i love you all. thanks for sharing your time with me. hanuman's playground




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