the only problem i see that ladies will run into later with me is i can be a bit of a worker im talking about there are a lot of times i find myself working 12-14 hours daily yes it does get tiring but i would personally rather do that then come home after an 8 hour shift and be board for the remainder of the day i wil not go to the bars to pick up a girl because i don't feel i need to go to them extremes to meet ladies so i don't. One of the only problems i have is i'm starting to lose hope in finding a cute girl because i work so much and i don't really like going to clubs and different places like that so i kinda wonder if it will ever be possible, the only way i can really think i can meet some girl is by just driving on the bussy streets in roy or ogden when im off work or on the weekend but i don't have much luck there neither and i don't really like doing that because i don't wanna be getting into a car wreck because i was looking at a cute girl that i couldn't take my eye's off then i would really be hurting. i think i am tired of all of the girls i meet because there is one that i have meet years ago and to me she was a fox, i really liked her i was just about ready to sacrific all of my plans as far as doing some good for myself i was ready to sacrifice my education to find a deadend job so i could support this girl and i would have but im glad i didn't because now i have a apartment, car, and a full time job and with them things i am safe i wouldn't need anything else but i ran into this girl again after i lost contact with her for years and have not had any communication since recently i really like this girl but i am afraid that because of all the chaos that maybe taking place down at her residence will make matters worse and i just want to put her in my car and drive as far away as my car will take us but she don't seem like she is ready to give up that wild life to be with me and its kinda agrivating because she has all these problems and i know i would be able to fix 90% of them for her but i won't because she isn't ready to let go... So im back to square one, what do i do now i cannot stop thinking about this person and its mainly because i know that we would have a verry happy life together i see what she is capable of underneath all the drama and chaos its like damn! and so that is why i start thinking about this girl more, i can see this i know she only see's garbage but i see under all that and i want to change it but that is the fun thing about free will and so i will let things run there course if i see someone else that has that spark that i am so addicted to then i will run with that. Sorry ladies if your expecting something else in writing, this is about the bests i can do and its about another girl someone i already know but i have some of these feelings for others but all these feeling are about this other girl, i am single as far as i know but that don't mean that i will stay that way because most of the ladies i have meet on the internet are flakes anyways so i don't have much faith that i am going to end up with someone from around here. Women on the are seeming like they are just into fucking and money i don't want anything to do with that. But i will suggest that if you want to know how my mind works and operates i would read this because its me little old jon not the fucking trojan army but thats something else i learned women don't see me coming because they are so used to being physically and mentally fucked with that they are afraid of me because after they get to know me they are expecting me to beat the hell out of them or call them every name in the book im going to give them flowers for no reason just because i thought they deserved that! i only say that because i seen it last new years eve.
Sorry about that big ass paragraph i dunno just read because that comes from the heart i swear it. If your interested in chatting with me i will need you to be honest with me because i will be that way with you! im talking about where you stand as far as a relationship, location on where you currently live"WHERE YOU ARE AT", because im verry serious when it comes to relationships...No im not religous i don't give a damn about that stuff if you are religous im probly the devil to you then because i feel that if you are going to do something like get wasted or do drugs that even the laws are against well may the force be with you, just remember i don't allow it in my apartment, car, around my nephew because he's my little man..
Other stuff about me i like camping,fishing, and all other outdoor activities but i enjoy them more now when i have family because i like seeing my brothers little boy playing and having a goood time makes me feel nice inside but i don't do any of that stuff anymore because im missing someone for me, i look around me and everyone has someone they can hold and i don't...So i spend my paychecks on dvd's so i can just enjoy movies alone i guess until someone nocks on my door..
if you ladies are wondering why did i do this website if im still hung up on this other person then you ain't getting it this hole this is because i wanted you to see how i was in a situation with a girl so you can understand me better and if you don't and your still puzzled about me sucks to be you you'll have to contact me to find the details your looking for....
jon
