Another one of my meaningless ramblings you don't care about
Ok, this really pisses me off. People who call me an asshole, jerk, pervert, whatever
and can't back it up. You don't know me, you will NEVER know me,
and you think that you can just make judgements about me? No way.
It never occurs to anyone that maybe, just maybe, I am mean to them
because they are mean to me. They think that because lots of people
like them, I have something wrong with me because I don't. Well, guess
what? When some jackass repeatedly tells me shit like
"Cheer up," "You suck," and "I hate you," I'm not going to be real kind to them, am I? Fuck, no. These people just harass me, treat me like dirt, and basically hate me, so I am not
extremely nice to them...So then they hate me more, causing me to get
meaner and meaner...It gets pretty circular. Know what that means?
Of course you don't. Because you are a dumbass, like everyone else
I know. Anyway. None of you assholes ever actually make an attempt to
understand or really get to know me, and you accuse ME of being the
bad guy. You can't do that. I mean, while you losers are out getting
high, smoking your cigarettes, drinking your booze, and sleeping with
everyone, I'm right here at home, getting good grades, staying out of
trouble, well, sort of, and being a generally good person. So I have a bad attitude!
So what? That doesn't mean I'm always an asshole! Do you people wanna
know something? I used to talk to people, and be social, and "normal"
stuff like that. Know what happened? People told me to shut up, they
said nobody cares, and that they didn't wanna hear it. Well, I can take a hint!
Now, when the results of this are manifested in a "negative attitude",
you people STILL aren't happy! Would you like me to be subserviant and
agreeable and complimentary? Do you want me to fake a "positive attitude"
and pretend I am happy when I am not? Would that make you feel better?
Hey, guess what? I'm not here to boost your fucking self-esteem. That ain't in my job description at all. Therefore, I don't give a fuck what you think! You ain't shit to me
because you are just a stupid-ass loser (see the above statement)!
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I apologize to the small percentage of people whom this does not apply to.
You know who you are. But of course, anyone reading this is going to think they
are one of the non-losers, simply because people don't like to be insulted. Well, I was
hoping it wouldn't come to this, but if you are attending RHS and you have never
seen me outside of school, I don't like you. With, maybe, three exceptions. Or four. I'm undecided on the last one.
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