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know its long but its well worth reading!)
so
sit down and throw back a beast!
From the very onset of my life, the great outdoors have surrounded me.
As a child, I climbed the highest trees, crossed the highest trees, crossed
the wildest rivers, and ventured into what I believed to be the deepest
forests. My curiosity drove me further and further, where no other
child dared to go. The slightest breeze, roaring like a mighty lion,
carried away my fears. Nature provided me with all I needed to live--food
water, and peace. Often on hot summer days, I would lay staring up
at the clouds overhead letting my imagination fun free. Similarly,
late at night, I would gaze out my window into the quite abyss of stars,
marveling at the great magnitude God had created.
August 15, 1999 is a day that will forever be echoed in the recesses of
my mind. It was a day I returned my childhood and let nature inspire
me, only to discover my true respect for nature. Stephanie and I
embarked on a road trip to Nelsonville the day before; we wanted on last
visit Paul before school started. I had heard about a state
park in the area that was known for its mammoth caves and death-defying
trails that jutted out on cliffs away from the hillside. I begged
Stephanie and Paul to take me there; I promised them a day they would never
forget.
It was a perfect summer day. The wind whistled with a cool summer
breeze, the sun shone brightly, and I saw it as perfect opportunity to
have one last adventure with my college-bound friends. Paul and I
ran ahead on the path around Old Man's Cave. Stephanie, not an outdoorswoman,
slowly followed behind. Huge rock formations were gouged out of the
stone walls. I crawled inside a cave that was a mere three and a
half feet high; I scared some visiting Chinese. I was having the
time of my life. The outdoors was invigorating, and my soul was renewed.
As we continued our trip around Hocking valley, I continually scared Paul
and Stephanie with my antics by crawling as close to the edge of the cliffs
as possible, occasionally going so far as to dangle my feet over
the edge.
As we rounded the path to Conkle's Hollow, they made me promise to behave
as we passed a sign that read, "Danger--Please stay on the trail, this
waterfall plunges 95 feet to the hollow floor. Hazardous footing
and slippery rocks have resulted in serious injuries and deaths here.
Don't become a statistic." I emptily promised to behave and do as
the sign commanded. The path went up a steep incline to the upper
rim of the hollow. The view was breathtaking. The sky was clear,
and I could plainly see across the canyon. It looked like a forested
view of the Grand Canyon. I took us nearly an hour to get halfway
around the rim. The second half of the trail was more forested.
With the onset of autumn, the ground was covered with an array of brightly
colored leaves. A huge rock formation stood in front of me.
It had been gouged out, cut away from the rock wall and with time formed
a zigzag. Mesmerized, I could see the layers upon layers of sediment
that had formed this monstrosity millions of years ago.
I took a step closer to the edge. I straddled my legs over a large
branch that had fallen on the ground. I could hear a blue jay tweeting
in a tree behind me; some squirrels ran in and out of the oak trees to
my right. Paul and Stephanie continued on ahead of me; however, something
beckoned me to stay where I was. I paused briefly before turning
to catch up. And suddenly, I fell.
I lay on one of the cliff's ledges. I blinked my eyes in disbelief.
I remembered a dream where I had fallen like this. At the time, I
had disregarded it, never believing that it would happen. I was laying
on my left side, the wind entirely knocked out of my body. I struggled
to breath with on success; I could only suck dusty air into my lungs.
Overhead I heard Stephanie and Paul frantically yelling. My lungs
were on fire, and I tried with no success to yell back. What
seemed like an eternity passed before a quiet moan arose from my lips.
I continued to groan until the soft whisper grew into a loud expression
of pain. I finally caught my breath and tried to yell until the soft
whisper grew into a loud expression of pain. I finally caught my
breath and tried to yell up to them, but a sharp pain in my chest made
it difficult. My sentences were short and broken. They told
me not to move. They would get help. I slowly sat up any ways.
My left hand lay limp on my side. I looked down and grabbed my fingers.
Thank God, they moved, but I could not move my arm. I tried to pick
up my shoulder, but my arm lay motionless at my side. Half afraid
of what I would find, I reached over and grabbed my upper arm. A
lump the size of a softball was there.
Paul was above me on top of the formation I had been staring at when I
fell. He told me there was not way they would ever be able to get
down to me. He asked me here I was hurt. I told him I had a
huge lump in my arm and thought it was broken. Paul reassured me
it was not; instead, it was just a "pinched nerve." I highly doubted
this, but I had always been told that when you break a bone the pain was
unbearable. My arm did not hurt at all; in fact, other than being
slightly dazed, I felt fine. Paul asked me if I saw any way I could
get to the lower rim trail. From where I sat, it looked like I could.
I bent over, struggling to stand on two feet, holding my injured arm up
with the other hand. I stood up feeling incredibly lightheaded.
I fumbled down the hill a few feet. Stephanie yelled at me to be
careful. I walked about twenty feet, and I sharp pain hit my spine.
I felt as if someone was stabbing me in the back. The pain was almost
unbearable. I looked up to find a jumbled pile of rocks in front
of me. There was not way I could climb them one handed. I stumbled
backwards a few feet and fell to my knees. I leaned back on a flat
rock, out of sight.
"Mary, Mary! I heard my friends yell.
"Right here," I called back.
"What's wrong?"
"My back...it hurts..and I can't climb these rocks."
"Hold on," Stephanie called. "Paul's running for help."
I could hear them whispering; I then heard footsteps that began to fade
in the distance. Stephanie yelled, "Mary, stay awake! Don't
close your eyes! Count trees or branches..anything. Don't fall asleep."
I counted the tree limbs in front of me. Every time I paused, Stephanie
called my name to make sure I was still awake. When I ran out of
trees I counted to fifty repeatedly. With each set my eyelids grew
heavier and my voice softer. Breathing became hard again; it felt
like a huge weight was pushing on my chest. Stephanie stayed with
me, calling occasionally to make sure I was still awake. Centuries
passed by.
My mouth was dry and raspy. Dirt and dust were stuck in my mouth
and on my lips. I thought I was going to die of thirst before anyone
could come and save me. A middle-aged couple came by, and when Stephanie
told them what had happened, they immediately set off through the woods
to the highway that they said was a mile away. Time crept on.
Stephanie tried to encourage me to keep counting until I reminded her it
was just like counting sheep before you go to bed. A group of men
in their twenties came by; they asked me if I was okay. I told them
yes, except that I was dying of thirst. They tried to lower a water
bottle to me, but I was to far away and the rope was too short.
I suddenly heard a multitude of voices behind me. I had my back to
the cliff, so I could not see what was going on. The rescue rescue
squad was here. The cliff was entirely too steep, and they could
not climb down it. They had to repel down the cliff. Doug was
the first one down. I told him what happened. He asked me for
my name and age. He was very concerned over whether or not I had
lost conscience; I told him I had not. I tried to explain that I
had not fallen here, but when I turned to point toward the spot I had fallen
from, he yelled at me and told me to sit very still. He warned I
could be seriously injured. Despite my testimony that I was all right
and had walked to where I was, he took the greatest precautions with me.
He had me lay down and rolled me onto a backboard. He had to tie
off his rope line because unbeknownst to me, there was another 90 foot
drop-off a few feet from where I had sat down. A park ranger, Kris
Kramer repelled down. She gave me oxygen and tied me to the backboard.
They took off my shoes. I immediately got the chills and went into
shock. They put a space blanket around me, the kind the astronauts
use. I was like being wrapped in aluminum foil. I quickly warmed
up. They check my legs and arms and confirmed my belief that my arm
was indeed broken. I lay there for a while as the checked the ropes.
With my arms no longer free I could not adjust the oversized oxygen mask
that continued to creep on my face, cutting into my eyes, blinding my vision.
A third rescue worker repelled down to help them lift me in the basket
and pull me up the cliff. I was suddenly lifted up vertically, and
after lying on my back so long and digesting numerous leaves, the sudden
rush of blood away from my head make me physically ill. I begged
them to take the blanket off. I was too hot. I was going to
be sick. The cool rush of air relaxed me. They continued to
ask me questions. What was my name? Where was I? Who
was the president?
Once on the top, they ran me through the woods to a clearing where an ambulance
was waiting. Still on the backboard, I stared up through the tree
canopy, searching for some semblance of light. When we broke the
tree line and into the clearing, the sky was the brightest blue I could
ever remember seeing. From here they took me in an ambulance to a
Medivac helicopter and flew me to Columbus.
After that, I remember being wheeled down long corridors to an emergency
room where about twenty doctors and nurses flocked around me. They
sat me on a table under a bright red light and cut off my clothes.
A barrage of questions hit me. Where do you hurt? Can you move
your foot for me? Does this hurt? Did you hit your head?
Look this way, and that way. This is gonna hurt.
The put me in a CAT scan that talked. It told me to breathe and exhale
in passing intervals just long enough to keep me awake. They took
me into another room; the last thing I remember was sitting on a table
while they injected drugs into my IV to knock me out so that they could
set my bone.
That night I awoke to the rhythmic sound of my fathers snoring. As
I glanced over to my left, I saw my mother and father sleeping, their bodies
in twisted contortions from the uncomfortable hospital chairs. I
thanked God to granting me life.
I later found out that I had fallen 70 feet, seven stories. Anything
over four stories was considered life threatening. I had survived
the odds. With God's grace I had come out alive. Most people
who fall as far as I did and live become quadriplegics and are handicapped
for the rest of their lives. Miraculously, I walked away with only
a broken left humerus and fractured backbone. Every day since my
accident I have tried to live life to the fullest. I constantly try
new things and encourage others to do the same. I know God must have
a special plan for me because it was through His grace I survived.
Every day I praise God and I thank Him I am alive.