My Uncle Red was a poet, and is still, somewhere, a poet.  He wrote me a
concrete poem on my thirteenth birthday. It was in the shape of the number 13.
There are tons of boxes around Grandfather's house, and once I found a couple of
San Francisco publications that Red had sent his parents years ago, Seventies,
I'm pretty sure. I found his entries and they weren't bad, but understanding my
grandparents as I do, I can see why the magazines were packed away.
My mother and I lived with Red for a while after the divorce. I was only
about four or so. Or maybe I was six and I was visiting him because Mom was work-
ing. In any case, I have some memories of that time, whenever it was. Three
things: The backyard had a eucalyptus tree, as a lot of yards do in San Francisco,
at least I seem to remember a lot of eucalypti, and there was a rusty tricycle;
We would watch Linda Carter play Wonder Woman; Red would walk around barefoot,
and I would be amazed at how ugly and yellow his toenails were. The last image is
the one that really sticks with me, probably because later, for four or five years,
I would watch my grandfather scuff around barefoot himself, with the same grotesque
nails. My room was situated between grandfather's and the rest of the house, so
when his wanderlust struck, I was usually the first victim of his senility and the
scraping of his toenials on the hardwood floors.
The last time I saw Red was about six years ago, when I was first living
with my grandparents. He came across country to visit because I believe he needed
some living money. Or someone in California needed Red's money, and Mobile was a
good place to hang out until things blew over. Anyway, Red was helping with the
family business, and I never remembered the shop looking so respectable, but he and
Grandfather had a falling out because Red was looking to get paid. I haven't seen
or heard from him since that day. None of us have. But his nails lived on in
Grandfather.
Until a year ago. Linda Carter moved from Wonder Woman to cosmetics to
corrective lenses, and now I don't see her anymore. Grandfather's dead, and Red is
holding up the will.