Journal
5.21.99\/8:54PM
The new page is "coming along" I guess you could say. I thought it was pretty ok..but a few people said it was sorta cheesy, so maybe i'll change the colors and backgrounds. I can't seem to find the right background for me. I'm not sure what I want. I'm just pretty much redoing my old pages and then I'm gonna add new ones, I hope that's not bad. I'm new to this webpage stuff, I don't have a clue what people like. I know that I'm amazed at the things people create, but who knows if i'm able to create something as cool as they have. Oh well, as long as I like it, it's a huge jump for me. I didn't have a clue how frames worked until today, I love learning new stuff like this, it's fun. I didn't do anything today, it was my day off. It was so nice, I slept like the whole day then I just sat around, i love it. I have to work 10-4 5-9 tomorrow, I am not looking forward to that, just enjoying my day off. I don't really wanna go to the gym tonight, but I know I should. We'll see I guess. Well I'm off, check for the new page coming up sometime~
5.20.99\/10:16PM
I AM SOOO PUMPED RIGHT NOW, i just got back from the gym and it rocked! I just love a good workout. and now after i've spent all that time working out and feeling great, i resort to eating cheetos, shame on me. Oh well, I needed sumthin. Luckily my boss wasn't being a jerk to me today...grrr. Well I have like nada to say, so i'm gonna work on my new webpage..wowo..new is good:)
5.19.99\/11:51PM
Ho Hum, I am soooo not tired right now. I worked for like 7 hours today which sucked cause my boss is being evil to me, I dunno why. yea so I messed something up but who doesn't now and again, it really sucks. Oh well it's just cause her son is graduating n stuff, I know how frickin stressful that was, and I don't think the tornados made it any easier..hehe. After work I came home so Dan could change her n stuff, fun fun, and then I went to bed, I'm such a lazy bum but it was great I slept for like 2.5 hrs, and even got to watch a little dawson's creek, I never get to see that, it's like a teeny bopper movie, but Hey I dont care it's pretty cool. "baby just dancing so close, ain't a good idea cause I want you now and here, the way that you shake it on me makes me want you so bad ..." Cool song is on, it's awesome. I'm such a dork, I finally went to the club and worked out at like 10 o'clock. I didn't have much time to do all that much, I didn't have time to lift which sucks, I love lifting, but at least I got my cardio stuff in. I'm so sick of being a chunk, I really hope that I get it down cause I wish I looked good, I want to look cute in stuff I wear. Anyways, I'm gonna try and make a new webpage, but I need to think of a theme first, which is gonna be the tough part, so hopefully I'll get that started sometime this weekend. Who knows how long it'll take to make, I'm gonna learn frames so that'll be new to me. Welp I'm gonna go take a shower and go to bed!
5.14.99\/3:09PM
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, wish I was having a part-eee, how fun. Boy what a great birthday went to the trainer, found out how much I weighed*sob*. Oh well, then I saw Tara which rocked cause she's so cool, I got a padlock for my gym locker...oh I joined Ames Racquet and Fitness Club like 2 weeks ago, it rocks, I love it there. So hopefully I'll lose weight, i'm sick of being a big oaf. HMMM wonder what they got me for my bday:), can't wait to find out. I got like $25 bucks from grams and gramps--THANKS GRAMS AND GRAMS!! Took some yummy muffins to work today, chowed down on those...as we sat there for an hour and did nada...it was sweet. I love going to work, and doing...NOTHING...wowe what an omen to get that kind of awesome job. Also today, I got my finals grades, I was pretty happy, I raised my GPA up 3 pts, which is good for me, Im sooo sooo sooo close to a 3.0, ugh college sucks it's pretty tough, but its fun. I was really really disappointed with my psych 230 grade, I guess I didn't study to well for that one, yet it was a kool class, I hate that. Welp Im hungry, I haven't eaten anything since my muffin this morning at like 8:30. I'll prolly write more tonight after everythings calmed down:) WWEEEE im so excited...
5.13.99\/11:13PM
WOWE tomorrow is my birthday, I'm like so excited, I feel like I'm 5 again...hehe. Eventhough I'm only gonna be 19 and I can't do..oh wait I could go to the bars..and watch..yeaha ah I dunno I think birthdays are fun though and I'm excited, and I really don't care if I get anything but cake rates high on my list:) yummers. ARGH I had to work the hugest shift today cause were always short people I just can't say no, I feel awful if I say no, but I have to start taking a stand, I'm just to nice..well ok not always..but sometimes... Ok people around here are super stupid, there was 2 more bomb threats. One at Dan's school and another in ames, it's getting really old people, but the scary part about it is that some day some stupid person is really gonna put a bomb in the school and something bad is going to happen. I know they have to take every threat seriously, but they still can't depend on anything. What if the bomb goes off an hour early, then everyone's screwed. I can't wait until they find whoever it is, IT ISN'T FUNNY!!
5.12.99\/11:02PM
"It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do...to turn around and walk away pretending I don't love you.."
*sigh* Tonight was great, I got to spend time with Dan, which just totally makes my whole day and life happier. It's crazy how happy a person can make you, and then can make it just a living hell*which is rare and far in instances*. I'm so lucky that I met and found him, he's one of the greatest thing that's happened to me in a long long time.
PEOPLE ARE INSANE..I can't think for the life of me, why anyone would call schools claiming they'd left a bomb in the school..but lately all around Central Iowa, that's exactly what these psychotic, crazy people are doing. I wish I could fully comprehend what the hell is going on with people...why the hell would you do this...today there was a bomb threat at nevada..a few days ago there was a bomb threat at dan's school. What if someday some idiot actually does set a bomb off. That really scares me, I hope very very soon they catch these crazy people and lock them up, it's insane and extremely childish..get a life people.
5.10.99\/3:46PM
Today just absolutely rocked, we had about as much fun as you can have at work for 7 hours. They had to come and shut the door cause we were laughing, well I was laughing Jody on the other hand was giggling, oh yea:) Then I decided to take off at 3 cause i needed gas and i have to go to fareway at 5, oh gee i'm so excited. Now im gonna go sit on me butt until I have to work. Dan was suppose to call, wonder what the beaner is doing, maybe he's buying me a cool bday present:) sweet i'm excited. I'm so pumped today rocked, damn that was fun! Welp I'm goin to bed, I'm tired and excited. I went to the club tonight, i love it there, it's so awesome. I want to lose weight and get all good n buff, ok toned would rock, I'm sick of lookin the way i do.
5.9.99\/11:21PM
Today, ok yesterday was mothers day and I think my mom was really happy. I got her this coolio vase, it's like a tube with blue coloring at the bottom. Then Dan and I went and picked out these really cool flowers and like make a small bouquet with em. We should like start our own floral business, it rocked. Anyways, so then we went to the Iowa Cubs BBall game. My legs are fried oh and so are my hands, it sucks having your hands burnt. Oh like two nights ago I had this crazy ole dream that I was driving a race car, and I could hear myself making car noises, it was really funny, once I had woken up and realized what I had been hearing. I am not looking forward to going to work tomorrow, sittin at a computer and typing numbers just isnt' appealing to me at the moment, probably cause it's really late and I know how tired I'm going to be. Now I have another chore on my hands, dad wants me to make a webpage for the shop, frick I dunno how to make cool pages, but maybe I'll rope Dan into helping me..:) please dan. Well I'm tired, nothing to interesting happened today cept I proved that Dan totally missed what was going on last night, haha, boy it sucks to be wrong..doesnt it dan.
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