March 28th, 2003

Hey, well Its friday and i'm not even the least bit pumped! Its going to be really boring, the hockey banquet is tonite so everyone is going to be there since its hockey town and then they al have cerf cuz BIG GAMES THIS WEEKEND, and so me and jen and teanna i think r gonna kick it, go for some cake..mmm yummy! well i had a rough day it all started when i woke up too! I woke up dead tired, no clue why i went to bed early and didnt wake up anyways my room was colder then my freezer so i get into the shower...no shampoo! so i run to my bro's bathroom get his, take it upstairs get back in, then i'm running late, so i grab some cold cereal and sick coffee and i go to blow dry my mop of hair! i swear it takes longer everytime i blow dry it then i was just gonna leave it down but one side was doin one thing and the other was doin another thing so i figure i'll go the messy pig tail style...nope wont work first try NEVER DOES! so 8:12 i finaly get outta the b-room after a half an hour struggle with my hair...normally im out of ht house at 8:30 THEN i remember i was suppose to be at school early to study for my social quiz which i have first period! well i JUST past it with a 10/19...he snapped on our class, oh did i mention i have no make up on too? anyways he shows me my mark in his class so far...i'm just passing with a 52%!!!! then i go to art and there are these grd. 12 guys who i absolutly can't stand becuz one of them just has this idea that "we as grade 10's need to respect him.." which is bullshit becuz he thinks he's HOT STUFF when he's this fat ugly guy anyways, and so he starts beakin me real bad like saying stuff that is so gay calling me a slut and i frick guys like there is no tomorrow just gay stuff and finaly he broke me down i had tears in my eyes, i didnt' want to cry tho becuz then he'd know he had defeated me and i'm a tuff girl ont he outside! so i go to math class and it just sucked like i hate math and it didn't help that i just about gave myself a heart attack trying not to cry! and then i went out for lunch it was stressful  lol and then i had to go to english and it was pre-registration and we looked at college averages that u need is like 80% and i have like a 50% and 'im gonna end up some bum on the street and AH and i swear to god that these two guys have a bet on me and they're being gay retards well the one is at least one is nice AH LIKE errrr anyways and so now i'm going out for cake at Sweet Aroma i can't wait, yummmmmm, thats the only good thing of my day, and party tomorrow and i just hope something changes cuz i honestly hate this and my ex is being dumb! the one that i like, was like "i will foresurely come down sunday if i dont win but if we do then next weekend for sure" and then we got in a fite but we're beter so i thought then i asked him last nite if he still wants to hang out and hes like "ya if i dont have plans" LIKE WHY DOES HE DO THAT TO ME! ahhh i give up! anyways talk to u sunday or maybe tomorrow after noon if i dont die i work at 8 a.m. *thumbs down* Dev and Ammies Tip of the day:  its better to have drank and been a drunk fool then to never have drank and be a sober fool (how to tell Am's an Alcoholic) lol just jokes! love ya, Dev