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Hello and welcome to my little home on the

web. This page is created to memorialize 4

very special Angels that have touched my

life and changed me into the woman that

I am today. I hope that after meeting my

Angels, you will feel as if they have had

some impact on your life as well.

To the women and men on the SPALS and

Infanlos suport lists...I give all of you my

heartfelt gratitude, for the love, compassion

and support that you have shown me. Each

one of you has touched my life and I cry and

rejoice as I get a *glimpse* into your lives.

My wish is that God Bless each one of you

and one day may we no longer have empty

arms.

My Life and Who I Have Become

My name is Rhonda and I am 32 years old.

I have been married to Danny for 13 years,

and this man is truly my soul-mate. It hasn't

been an easy 13 years and we have definitley

had our share of heartbreak and tribulations.

We have lost 3 children during this marriage

and are currently trying to conceive.

Losing a child is never easy and in some cases

the couples are not able to stay together.

Thank God that I was able to find someone

that would support me in everything that

I chose to undertake in my life. I'd be lost

without him...no question about that!!!!

This is me, Danny and my step-mother Pat.

It was taken at my father's summer place in

Kinsale, Virginia.

We have 2 dogs , Honey and Baby and 2 cats,

Misty and Chelsea. Sometimes I feel like I'm

running a zoo because I am always taking

in stray animals and finding them good homes.

This is my baby, Honey. We've had her for

7 years. If you look closely the red thing

hanging out of her mouth is a baby pacifier.

She confiscated it from my niece Caitlyn and

wouldn't give it up. She's always carrying

it around with her. I will be adding more

pictures of my other pets as soon as I get

them scanned.

My mother, Marilyn, is still alive and married

to a wonderful man named John. Mom is a

recovering alcoholic and is in Alcoholics

Anonymous. She is my best friend and has

been a great source of inspiration to me. I

don't know what I would do without her in

my life. She taught me to be myself and to

never settle for anything less than the best.

My sister, Robin, is living with us and

trying to get her life back together. She is a

recovering alcoholic and addict and is also

a survivor of domestic abuse. Her abuser is

currently in jail, and due to be released in

May. She goes back to court for 2 more cases

against him in May, so hopefully he won't

see the outside of a jail cell for more than

a few days. I admire the strength and

courage that she has shown in fighting to

reclaim her life. Like my mother she is

also involved in Alcoholics Anonymous. I

am so grateful to the men and women in this

program that has helped me to *get my

family back*. I have learned that alcoholism

is a disease and there is nothing that I can do

to *fix* my family. It's something that the

individual must want and do on their own.

I have one adopted brother, James Maurice

Wagoner, who I have not seen in almost 12

years. We are desperately trying to find him,

but have had no luck in doing so. If anyone has

any information or tips on locating a lost loved

one please email me with the suggestions. Jim's

last know address was Orlando, Florida.

However, the one person that has made the

biggest impact on my life is my father, Sidney.

I lost him on December 10, 1997 after a long

battle with renal failure and other health

problems. Daddy was my rock and taught me

so much about loving and being compassionate

to people. He let me know that it's okay to show

my feelings and to never be ashamed of them.

His story and my tribute to him can be seen

on his page that I am creating for him now.

He is truly me hero and I miss him more

than words can every say.

My hobbies include gardening, reading,

writing short stories and anything that can

be done in the fresh outdoors. Ever since the

deaths of my children I have been collecting

Angels and Precious Moments figurines.

I also collect Winnie the Pooh, Tigger and

Unicorn figurines. I've recently discovered

Snow Globes at the Disney Store and that's

become a favorite addiction of mine.

Danny says *if it's glass and expensive then

I'm going to collect it.* He's right about that!!!

I also love designing web pages in my spare

time and I can spend hours on the internet,

chatting with friends or just surfing to see

what's new. It has opened up a whole

new world to me and I cherish the friends

that I have made on here.

For those of you who have experienced the

loss of a child, and know there is nothing more

painful, I've created pages to memorialize

all of our Angels. I am going to include web

sites and support groups that have helped

me and allowed me to begin to heal...it's a long

journey and I now know that I am a

survivor and my life has been blessed by

having these Angels in my life. My daughter's

are always with me and I know that one

day we will meet again, and I truly believe

that they are watching me and their father

from Heaven and are proud of who we are.

My wish is to one day bring a child home,

to fill these empty arms and the hole that

is in my heart. Gabrielle and Elizabeth I

will always love you my very, very

special Angels from God.

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