when i first saw your name i thought
a person who conquers gators
someone who is strong
steady, steadfast
one who can
stand the tests of life
unwavering
then one can also see
Gatolicker
could be a tender
caring, and playful
fun loving person
of many beautiful qualities
even tho i dont know you
i could sense that from
the room chat and what little
we chatted, least that is
what i felt.
it had always been light
until recently
where we started revealing
a bit more about ourselves
allowing us to become more
venerable, but still with
cautious shyness.
then what happens
it appears that i have
caused you problems and
i know i wouldnt want that
for anyone. especially you.
in cyberworld or in real life.
its bad enough to suffer it.
but double as bad in cyber
i know i have suffered 2 bad
experiences in here after those
experiences i had chose to
limit my existance
to the light banter
the Hi's and Bye's
that was until you
for some reason made
me feel i needed to
reach out and feel again
but you told me that
i didnt seem like i
wanted to discuss what
was happening in your
real life, but in fact
i was trying, being here
to give you someone who
would listen. I FAILED
so i take my leave of chat
but i picture you as this
and not a gator wrestler
Gatolicker
