Mommy Loves you little one. I'll hold you in my heart forever my tiniest angel.
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| IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY BABY | |||||||||
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| I made this page in memory of the baby I lost due to miscarriage. I found out that I was pregnant in August of 1994. I'm not sure of the exact date but it was just 3 weeks prior to having the miscarriage. On the morning of September 5, 1994 I started having some bleeding and since this was my first pregnancy. I called my doctor and he just told me to go on about my normal activities that sometimes it is normal to have bleeding early in pregnancy. So, my sister, brother-in-law, husband, and I all went to a meuseum for the day. While I was walking through the museum I started bleeding more heavily and starting having cramps and had to sit down peroidically and as the day progressed so did the bleeding and the cramps. By the time we arrived home I decided I wasn't feeling all that great and went in to take a bath because we were going to my parents house for Labor Day and have a cookout. All the sudden while I was in the tub I lost the baby. I was in total shock and just stood up and yelled for my husband and he came is and said "what do you want". I showed him what happened and he said "so what do you want me to do about it". Unsure what to do I got out of the tub and got cleaned up and dried off and called my doctor. Unfortuately there was nothing that could have been done for my baby. I knew I had lost the baby because I retrieved the sac. I sat there with the sac in my hand for a long time trying to figure out what to do next. I called my doctor and he advised me to bring it to his office the following morning in which I already had the appointment scheduled from the day I found out I was pregnant. My doctor did an ultrasound and said everthing was gone but 2 weeks later when I went in the pregnancy test still showed I was pregnant and the levels were going up instead of down so my doctor sugested a D&C to clean everything out to avoid infection and possible hemmorage. I only wish I had better memories of this child. Never to feel it kick or see it's little heartbeat. Only to hold it's little body in my hand for a moment and then it was all over. I will never forget my little angel in heaven. Mommy Loves you little one. I'll hold you in my heart forever my tiniest angel. |
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