SONG PLAYING IS DESPERADO
"THE LIFE"
THIS IS THE LIFE IF YOU DON'T SAY NOPE, AND DEDICATE YOUR LIFE TO JUST DOING DOPE.
WHETHER YOU SLAM, SNORT, OR SMOKE THE GLASS DICK, YOU HAVE ALREADY SOLD YOUR SOUL TO SOMETHING SICK
YOU MAY NOT NOTICE BUT YOUR LIFE WILL CHANGE, YOU BECOME SCARY AND START TO ACT STRANGE.
PEOPLE OFFER YOU FOOD WHEN THEY SEE YOUR CONDITION, THEY SEE YOUR TORE UP FROM MALNUTRITION
LIKE A FOOL YOU PASS UP THE FOOD ON THE TABLE, TO FILL UP YOUR PIPE CAUSE NOW YOU ARE ABLE
YOU SPIN AROUND TOWN THINKING YOUR COOL, DON'T CARE WHAT THEY THINK, YOU'RE NOBODYS FOOL
NOW ONE BY ONE PEOPLE LEAVE YOU ALONE, NOW THEY SEE THE MONSTER YOU HAVE GROWN
YOUR FRIENDS, YOUR FAMILY, THEN IT'S YOUR HUSBAND OR WIFE, CONVINCED YOU DON'T NEED THEM YOUR TRASHING YOUR LIFE
THEN IT HAPPENS ONE DAY YOUR START TO SEE, YOU THINK THEY'RE ALL A BIG CONSPIRACY
NOW YOU SHAKE THE THOUGHT DO ANOTHER BLAST, THINKING AND WONDERING "HOW LONG WILL THIS LAST"
IT USED TO BE DAYS, NOW TIME HAS NO LENGTH, YOUR HABIT HAS ROSE, IT'S GROWING IN STRENGTH
IT USED TO BE KICKS, NOW IT IS TOTALLY REAL, YOU GET A BRAINSTORM, AND START TO DEAL
LIFE TAKES A NASTY TURN, YOU'RE JUMPING IN WHERE IT'S HOT AND STARTING TO BURN
YOUR TAKEN AND SHAKEN, TREATED LIKE A LAME, IT DOESN'T TAKE LONG, YOUR HIP TO THE GAME
FIRST THING YOU REALIZE, THIS IS A MUST, OUT THERE ABSOLUTELY NO ONE YOU CAN TRUST
MAKING THE ROUNDS, FIRST GRAMS AND THEN POUNDS
THE LAST CHAPTER OF THE BOOK, NOW YOU'VE DECIDED TO BECOME THE COOK
KNOWING IN YOUR HEART "IT'S GONNA BE TROUBLE" SITTING IN THE LAB JUST WATCHING THE BUBBLES
NOW YOUR A TARGET TO COPS, FEDS AND DEA, INSPITE OF THIS, YOU CONTINUE TO PLAY
YOUR LIFE'S SO INTENSE! WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED? "IT MAKES NO SENSE"
YOUR KICKING BACK MINDING THE STORE,WHEN HERE COMES THE COPS CRASHING THE DOOR!
THEY SLAM YOU DOWN PUT THIER FOOT IN YOUR CHEST, AND SAY "DON'T F*****G MOVE YOUR UNDER ARREST"
NOW IT'S ALL OVER, AND YOU GO TO COURT, YOUR FRIENDS ARE INFORMANTS IN THE POLICE REPORTS
WHILE YOU WALK THE MAIN YARD, YOU HAVE TIME TO REFLECT, NOW YOUR LIFE HAS BECOME SO SCREWED-UP AND WRECKED
SUDDENLY IT FLASHES LIKE A BIG NEON SIGN, THIS ALL HAPPENED BEHIND THE FIRST F*****G LINE
NOW SOBERLY YOUR REALIZE THE WORLD OF STRIFE, AND THAT YOU ARE PAYING THE PRICE FOR LIVING "THE LIFE"
"AUTHOR" Lynn Sleeper
MY DAUGHTER IS 37 YEARS OLD AND SHE SENT THIS TO ME FROM JAIL WHERE SHE IS SERVING 1 YEAR FOR LIVING "THE LIFE" SHE HAS LOST HER CHILDREN WHOM SHE REALLY LOVES, AND HOPES SOMEDAY THEY CAN FORGIVE HER FOR LIVING "THE LIFE" LYNN IS THE AUTHOR OF THIS POEM AND PLANS TO BE A DRUG ALCOHOL COUNSELER!,,,,,,
LYNN HAS BEEN CLEAN AND SOBER FOR 18 MONTHS NOW, AND SHE HAS MET A WONDERFUL MAN A GOT MARRIED ON THE AUGUST 8, 1999 I AM SO PROUD OF HER.
LYNN IS REAL ACTIVE IN AA-NA SHE IS ALSO A SPONSER NOW, AS HER MOTHER I PRAYED FOR THIS DAY WHEN SHE FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHAT HER ADDICTION HAS COST HER, AND NOW SHE UNDERSTANDS WHAT THIS MEANS
"DRUG ABUSE IS LIFE ABUSE"
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