~The Letter~

~Dedicated in Loving Memory of
~Tiffany Lane...."T".....~
~4/20/82 - ^i^12/5/96 ^i^~

~"The Letter"~

*I will be quoting this 'ver batum'...so any
misspellings were Tiffany's...there are
some things that were underlined and I can't
do that so I will put them in LARGE PRINT...
here goes (FYI each page was numbered and
at the bottom was a little arrow that said
"over please")~Karin, Tiffany's Mommy~

(Page 1)

Everyone- Hi! Whutz up with everyone? Well,
I was obviously down. I must confess I lied
a lot while I was alive and I'm sorry
for lying to anyone and everyone whom I lied, too.
There is so many reasons that I've came to the
conclusion that I have. This WASN'T a snap decision.
It was very hard to be able to write this for I know
I can't have a future, anymore. I wanted to be a singer
but from what I did in my past my futures ruined.
I have to admit something I stole a lot and I might
have not acted like I cared what I did but now it's
all hitting me and I'm sorry that I did.
Yes, maw-maw I did steal your money from your
account, your dresser, and Grandpaws wallet
and I'm REALLY sorry your Little Tiffany was
a really bad girl. I never ment to hurt anyone's
heart because I LOVE YOU ALL. With all my heart
NO even more. I can't stand being a bad person anymore!!!
Grand-ma I can't stand to ever watch your face
when you find out your little girl is a very bad girl.

This is NO ONE'S fault! But my own.
I stole those things on my own. I taught myself.
Mom, Thad, and everyone you guys tried your hardest
to raise me and its not your fault I took the wrong
path. Thats my fault.
Thank-you for not giving up on me. I love you!

Theres so many people I would like to say things to
and I'll try to name everyone but this letter will be very long.
Thats usual for me though.
I don't know who to say something to first.
Oh well, I'll just start naming people in NO order!

(Page 2)

Thad - "Daddy" - I'm sorry I made you mad all the time.
I wasn't even close to the "perfect" daughter and
I'm sorry. If, only I could start my life over.
I would not screw-up like this nor quit wrestling.
Thanks for being a GREAT coach and a GREAT Dad!
I love you Dad!

Karin "Mom"- I'm sorry causing you a big hasel
and pain. I'm sorry for your worries and frets
and for everything. I'm sorry for showing you
any disrespect. I love you!

Gabriel "Gabe" "Jr." - I know we got into a
lot of fights and a lot of things were said
but I didn't really mean them. I wish we got along
more often. Your a great kid and brother.
Keep up those grades, please.
Don't end up like me, please. I love you!

Alicia "Sissy" - I love you! I'll be honest with you.
I've always wanted to be just like you.
Thats why I grew my hair out in the first
place. Your a cool sister and a good friend
and I always missed you and will ALWAYS love you!

Jeff "Dad" - I don't know really what to say
besides I wished we had a better relationship
then we had. I wish me and you could have worked
out our problems but its too late, now.
Please don't blame anyone except me for this. I love you!

(Page 3)

Janet "Maw-Maw" - I know that I was a bad girl
and I hope you can please forgive me and please
don't hate your little Tiffany. I'm so sorry
about all the lies and everything I've ever done.
I'm so sorry. I love you more then you would ever believe!
Bird Butts!

Dave "Grandpaw" - I'm sorry that I took your money
and I hope you can forgive me. I know we were
and weren't close but I really do love you
and I'm very sorry!

Karol-I know we weren't very close but I wish
we were closer. Thanks, for letting me baby-sit.
I'm sorry I miss understood and got it all
messed up the last time you wanted me to babysit.
I love you!

Kevin-You were always real nice to me. Offering food
and everything! Thanks, for your kindness and
your love and caringness. I love you.

Kaleb-I know your still really young. Please take
care of yourself. We were and will always be
buddy's. I love you!

Koby-I know you might not understand whats going
on but thats OK because I don't want you to
understand at this young of age. Your always
my buddy. I love you.

(Page 4)

Kalee "Esmerelda" - Your to young to understand
whats going on. Me and you are pretty close
and I hope you won't stay mad at me. Your going to
grow up to be a beautiful young lady. Bird-butts!
I love you!

Grandmaw Mackey - I didn't get to know you very
well but I guess that was my fault. I love you.

Skeet-I love you!

Autumn-We used to be good friends but we kind
of grew apart. I'm sorry that we did. I hope
you aren't mad at me. I love you!

Summer-I always loved how popular and nice you
are. Take good care of yourself. I love you!

Heather-People tell me I look and I act like you.
I take that as a compliement. Good Luck with your
marige. I love you!

Judy-I know you've been through a lot of
hard times but don't worry Gods with you. I love you!

Richy-I'm so sorry I thought I wrote about
you with sissy. Well, your a GREAT GUY your
very nice and sweet and I'm glad you and my sister
got married. I love you!

Tyson-Gabe please explain this to him.
I'm sorry Tyson and I really do love you!
Your like a part of the family.

(Page 5)

Dustin "Sean" Dilbeck "Honey" - I've never
loved someone as I've loved you. I don't mean
to break you preciouse heart but I'm so mad at
myself for making everyone sad especially YOU!
I got to fall in love for the first time and
the last time with you. I'm so happy I did fall
in love with you. Your the perfect man in my
eyes and I'll love you always. I don't know
how to explain how I feel besides by the words
I love you and I will ALWAYS love you.

Amanda "Mandy" Irwin - What can I say besides
your rock! Your the best! The 3 amigos will
live forever and be a legend. I hope you don't hate
me and think I'm an awful person. We will have
great memories, FOREVER! We had good times and
bad times (circle center). But what ever happened
we had fun. You raised my self-of-steem and
tried to send me in the right direction but I
unfortunately went down the wrong road. Thanks
for your help and support. I love you with ALL
my heart and the 3 amigos will ALWAYS live on.
I'm very sorry we got into a fight.

(Page 6)

"Age" - I screwed up didn't I? I'm sorry for
all the problems I've caused. You've tried to
stir me in the right direction but I ended up
going in the wrong direction. You and Mandy
are my best friends and I'll never forget you.
I hope you'll only forgive me. I'm sorry and I
love you! I'm sorry we got into an arguement.

Joy, Chanteal, Devan, Tara, Annie, Anna-Hey guys!
I know right now your probably mad at me and
I'm really sorry. I hope you'll forgive me. You
guys mean a lot to me even if you don't relize it.
I love you. all and I wish you all the luck
in your future. I love you!

Katie-I know we seemed to grow apart but
I wish we HADN'T! Your a great person and
friend. And I'll allways love you.

Amber & Brandi-We got to be good friends
but then something happened and you were
mad at me. I'm sorry for hurting your
feelings. I love you!

Becki & Aimee-I'm sorry for my parents and
you fighting all the time. You were always
there for me and I hope I helped out a little.
I hope you have a great future. I love you!

(Page 7)

Stacy "Lil'Dean" - I'm taking your secrets to
the grave and I'm sorry for argueing with you.
We shouldn't have fought cuz I admit I screwed-up
A LOT. I love you!

Kara-Hey Locker Buddy! I'm sorry that we weren't
that close. I wish we were. Your really nice
and I hope you get everything you want. I love
you!

J.T.-Hey, Whutz up? You were always nice and
cool with me. Odd huh? You Rock man! But take
good care of Amber please. Love Ya, man!

Jamie-Hi, buddy! Hugs! Your cool, you rock,
you know your hot! (Not gayly but NOTHING
against gays!) I'm sorry for everything.
I love you!

Jennifer Rush "Jen" - I'm sorry but I'm not
the attitude type with my friends but I'm
glad you supported me. Stay Cool! I love you!

(Page 8)

Heather Rose Wallen-Good Luck with your singing
career. Your a GREAT singer! DON'T EVER GIVE UP!
I always admired you and wanted to be like
you. I love you!

Steven Moore-your really a nice guy. You'll
find a girl for you, soon. I love you!

J.R. Rogers-I know you don't know me but I
thought you were REALLY fine! Love Ya!

Sean please don't get mad at me for saying
I thought they were cute or fine for my
heart only belonged to you. I love you!

Andy McGuirer-Even though I didn't tell
you I thought you were cute. I did till
the day I died. Love ya!

Christian Cline-Hey! You were a real
sweetheart even though you teased
me I know it was all for fun! I did
like you. Love Ya!

Clay-you were a good, person to talk to
and you listen. Thanks. I hope everything
works out for you. Love You!

Brett Roler-Hey! You haven't talked to me
sinse but that's OK. I guess. Take care.
Love Ya!

(Page 9)

Nick Landrum-Where do I start. You have
ruined a lot of lives. You lie constantly
and I don't like it. Oh, well. Good Luck with
the baby. I have one last thing to say.
Please as a wish from me QUIT BEING A
PLAYER! Fall in love for once. yes,
I did care for you and you broke my
heart but its OK cuz thats the past. Love ya!

(Kokomo) Danny Miller-Thanks, for being a friend.
You were really cool and I care for you a lot
obveously or I wouldn't have made sure you
were OK from your reck. I know your probably
mad at me but I hope you can forgive me.
I love you!

Jason Moore (Kokomo)-Hey, I know we lost touch.
Its to bad cuz we might have become closer.
I'm sorry. Love ya!

To All My other Friends at Kokomo-Hi! I'm
sorry we lost touch. I spent some of my
best/funnest years at Kokomo. I won't EVER
forget ya. Love ya ALL!

Mr. Grimme - Your the coolest! Love Ya!

Indy-Jeffery-Hello, you a really nice person.
Thaks for caring about me. Take care. Love Ya!

(Page 10)

Indy-Joice-Your a great friend! We had a blast
togather. You rock but please TAKE CARE of
yourself! Love ya!
Indy-Kenny & Nathan-You probably don't
even, care I'm died but thanks for letting
me have a great time. I love you, both.

To everyone else in Indy-I'm sorry I didn't
mention your name but I really cared for you.
Love You all!

Javed - SLI - Thanks, for letting me have
such a good time in Bloomington I had a blast!
Obviously. Love ya!

Mark - SLI - Thanks for trying to give me
confidence in myself. You are very talented!
Love Ya!

To everyone else at SLI - I had one of the best
times of my life at SLI. I had a blast!
Thanks! Love ya all!

(Page 11)

To everyone else - Your name probably wasn't
writen down because I didn't have enough time.
Please don't take it personaly. I love you
ALL! Please forgive me for what I've done.
And please remember me always and don't ever forget me.
Please pray that god will forgive me for
everything I've done and except me.
I'm sorry for everything I've ever done wrong
and I'm sorry for all the problems
I've caused you. I'm so sorry and I hope
one day you'll forgive me and god will too.

Please Love
forgive Always
me!! and
FOREVER
I love you all! Tiffany L. Williams
"T"
"Tiff"
"T-Bone"

~this is the end of the letter left
by Tiffany Lane Williams on
Thursday, December 5, 1996....
she put her brother into his room and put
a chair in front of his door so that
he could not open it...she had her boom
box in the living room on the floor
with a Mariah Carey song playing 'repeatedly'
(I believe the song was entitled "One Sweet Day"
but I would have to check .....the note was
found folded neatly in front of the boom box....
which was right next to where Tiffany's body
was when the paramedics arrived....
Love to you all............
Karin Tyra ~Tiffany's Mommy Forever~

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