Anna this past Easter

I HAVE A NEW UPDATE ABOUT MY BABY GIRL!!!!!!!

(For those of you who don't know, I placed my baby for adoption in October of '96. She is with a great couple in Minnesota.) In late September (97) my little girl and her parents flew down for a visit! It was so good to be able to see her again. She's such a doll! Even after seeing her again, though, I can still honestly say I believe I did the right thing. I miss her still, and always will, but John and Sharon make GREAT parents for her. I'd be struggling WAY too much with two young children so close in age.

UPDATE ON ANNA!!!!!!!


9/24/98
I will be flying to Minnesota next month to see my beautiful daughter! We will be there from October 16th to the 19th. I can't wait to see her, and Warren is excited as well. Just 3 more weeks!!! Check back in late October for the visit update!!!

October visit



Well, the visit went well. Anna is a very happy and well adjusted two year old. I was able to attend her birthday party, read to her and Warren, played with her, and got some shopping done at the Mall of America as well! I was worried about the flight back. It was due to land a little before 5:00pm, just in time for rush hour, and I had a test to take at 6:00!!!! I was worried that it would snow and the flight would be delayed, but all was well, I made it in time for the test, and aced it as well! I can't wait to see little Anna again next fall when they come back to Memphis for a visit.




Here is a poem I wrote for Anna to give her for her second birthday



For Anna



Everything changed two years ago,
When I first held you in my arms.
My heart ached with love for you
And the tears flowed in swarms.

You meant so much to me, but I had to let go
For you deserved better than I could give.
I gave you life, but couldn't provide
The life you deserved to live.

Before your birth I realized this,
And set out to find one better.
First an agency, then a computer
And I found a dear birthmother letter.

I surfed the net for days and days,
Looking for just the right people,
Who just like you deserved so much better.
Anna, we were lucky to find such people.

As I read the letter that blessed day
I knew it had to be right.
I praised the Lord when I found the answer,
To my most stressful plight.

One day you'll know the truth,
Exactly who I am to you.
And when you know, I hope you'll see
That my choice was love so true.


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