Dear Mom,
Well it's another Mother's Day and you weigh heavy on my mind.
You've been in the arms of Jesus for sometime now, but your memory
is wrapped around my heart. There's not a day that goes by Mom
that I don't think of you and miss you dearly. Especially on Mother's Day.
Oh how I wish I had taken the opportunity to share different things with
you when I had the chance. I told you many times that I loved you,
but did you really know? Did I express it enough? Did I make you feel my Love?
Did I tell you how proud I was to be your child? Did I say how I admired your strength?
Did I tell you I now understood your reasonings for doing what you had to do?
All the tough choices in Life you had to make? Did I say I
understood? Did I let you go on to your next life with peace in your Heart?
I'd like to share some of my thoughts with you on what
it's been like for me now that your no longer there to lean on.
I look at other people who are sharing their lives together
with their mother's and I often wonder if they know how lucky they are.
I have a young operator who works for me and her mother works in another part
of the company. Each day they take their breaks together and chat about small stuff.
I always look at them in envy and wish that could be you and me.
Does the daughter know how fortunate she is I wonder?
Does she realize she has something so special. Does she
know that she has me in a trance of total envy? No..I don't believe she does.
Oh how I watch them in their mother daughter moments and think
if only that could be you and me. The closeness, the sharing, the love that only a mother
and daughter share. Maybe I'll send the daughter this page and let her read your letter.
so that maybe she'll grasp if only for a moment the Splendor she has in her life that I would give
a mountain for.None of us realize, until it's to late how fortunate we are to have
the gift of our parents until they have left this earth. I know for me anyway
the knowledge of being without you was only a small piece in my mind. I had no idea till you
you were gone what an impact it would be not to have you around for the moments I took
for granted. For instance when I'm sad and upset about something..anything..you were
the person I went to. You were my confidant, my ears. When I had joy you
were my cheering section. It's been almost six years Mom and I still am lost when
I need that special someone for support. So if I never told you before I want to tell you now,
that I am grateful and Blessed beyond reason for having you in my
Life to guide me , to support me and to Love me. I would give the world
just to see you for one last time and say all the things that where left unsaid.
But I believe if there is truely a Heaven. With God so tenderly smiling down upon this earth.
Then there can NO doubt be my mother still watching over me with an everlasting
smile. You would know my heart and my mind, better now then ever before.
Happy Mother's Day Mom
I Love You,
Donna
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