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I hate

i never hated anyone the way i hate myself...

i hate myself for what i did to us

to you

to me


i hate myself for being so weak

so wrong

so different from how i want to be


i hate myself for screwing everything

for not being able to prove i can change

for being for you to love me


i hate myself because i cannot bear my own tears

my own pain

me


i hate myself and this is probably my punishment

to lose you

to lose your love

to be alone with me...



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