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My Story...As A Birthmother | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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This story has been harder for me to write than I ever invisioned in the beginning.... While Creating this website I have worked diligently on my link pages so that the resources here would be as complete as possible. But, I have put off filling my story pages... I once had pictures of Amanda, my Birthdaughter, through 6 mo's of age(now known as Erin) but a tragedy in 1986 caused the loss of those pictures. I was Heartbroken, as someday I had hoped I could give her pictures to her. My daughter was with me for 6 weeks after she was born, I was in the hospital for a good prtion of that time, with complications of childbirth. I never planned to relinquish her for Adoption... I recall being up nights with Amanda, singing to her, crying with her, & talking to her. I gave her the name Amanda Renee, not realizing later that her name would be so appropriate... Amanda is a form of the French word Amore & meant to be loved... & Renee translates as Repeat or Again... So her name meant "To Be Loved, Again"... & she was, by her Adoptive Parents. The relinquishment of my Daughter was the hardest thing I have ever survived in my lifetime... Birthmothers never forget, as we are told we will...A mother cannot forget the child she carried & loved, no matter how hard she tries...I have never forgotten her, & will always love her. CLICK HERE to see the search information I have Posted on my search for my birthdaughter. >>SUNSHINE & GENTLE NIGHTS to ALL SEARCHING<< |
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My Birthmother | Memorial to my Birthfather | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
My Adoptive Family | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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As BOTH an Adoptee & a Birthmother I hope to share my stories about each of my Sides of the Triad on this page someday.. |