This evening i will once again travel north to be with Master. Last Wednesday, i met Master near His work and then drove Him to His condo and served Him like i never had before, or at leasty He said i had and who am i to argue with Master. i cannot explain it, but last Wednesday i was so totally into sucking His Cock that there were times when He would praise me for my technique. This is not something He does very often, mostly because i am not really a very good cock sucker.
i believe it was because it had been four weeks since i last served Master, so my passions were built up to a fever pitch and the release of those passions just made me want to suck the hell out of Master's wonderful Cock. And i did, and He loved it and so did i. Tonight i will attempt to do the same for Him. No, i will definitely do the same for him and maybe even better. Master has been really patient with me and has taught me how to please Him. Doing it the right way is what He demands and what He deserves, and is the least i can do to repay His guidance and patience.
This evening i am hopeful i will please Him once again and i also hope i can hold my emotions in check and totally concentrate on Him nad His pleasure.
Until whenever . . .
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004
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2:30 PM
Oh my but Master really needs to punish me for my lack of attention to this journal. Times have been hectic and there has been little or no time for writing, but that can never be an excuse for neglecting my duties to Him who made me.
Normally i would be all excited with anticipation of going to Him tomorrow evening, but Master is out of town this Wednesdaya nd the next and so the next time i will be able to serve Him won't be until Wednesday May 5th.
Last Wednesday i picked up Master a bit past 6 PM and W/we went to His condo and although He had some pressing chores for me, He commanded me to assume my position, on my knees before Him and to worship Him and His wonderful Cock. Which, of course i did with total joy and deepest humility and thankfullness. It is truly a privilage to worship Master's Cock and His command to suck the highest of privilages for this slave.
And so I served Master for about an hour and then W/we moved His computer desk and got that all set up. And, just to make sure the location would work well for my service to His Cock, He commanded me to suck and stroke for an additional 20 minutes and then it was time for me to go home.
Although i was a bit sad to leave Him because i wouldn't see Him for three weeks, i couldn't help feeling very happy and satisfied because of all the things i had done to serve Him. I do so very much love and adore and worship Master and anything i can do to make His life better is worth all the sacrifices i can make.
i do hope these next two weeks pass quickly . . .
Not more than 10 minutes ago, Master called me to dictated a list of commands. The phone rang and i looked at the phones display and it was Master's number. ''Well hi.'' i exclaimed, ''How are you?'' ''I'm good, how are you?'' was His reply and in a very sexually excited voice i said, ''Very good, very good indeed.''
i'll make no appologies, Master flat out turns me on and makes me want to totally submit to His sexual desires, and the instant i hear His voice i want nothing less than to be on my knees between His legs waiting for the command to suck His Cock.
So, Master goes on to dictate His list to me and then HE said, ''I can feel the blood rushing right now as I talk to you, you do that to me you know.''
i giggle and answer yes and then He says He must go and He'll talk to me tomorrow.
i do so very much love and adore Master and He always knows how to ring my chimes . . .