These are just a bunch of poems that I've written over time. I continue to write them, like a fiend... lol
My dream:

Underneath a willow tree,
I slowly drift away.
To a place away from here,
To a quiet misty bay.
I sit upon a wooden dock,
And look out towards the sea,
To watch the whales and dolphins,
Dance so playfully.
The water is so peaceful,
There is no war or hate,
Drugs and guns are obsolete,
And serenity engulfs the shore.
This is my Utopia.
My idealistic place.
Love surrounds me everywhere,
In disregard of my sex or race.
The Consuming:

Pain and sorrow
Forever my silent companions
Quietly reminding me
Of the unfinished
The incomplete
I haven't yet done
What I dreamed I would do
The desire burns fiercly
In the depths of my soul
I've put it on hold
For other parts of my life
People who don't understand
Even lie by my side at night
The pain and sorrow
Of all mankind
It seems to consume me
So quietly it consumes me
Yet so completely it ruins my life.
Never Have I Fallen:

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms around me
And can't express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I'm quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
Thats never before been given away
God's Garden:

God looked around his garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tiring face

He put his arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful
For he always takes the best

It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone
For a part of us went with you
The day god called you home

If we could have a wish today
It would not be for silver or gold
But just to have you back with us
To have again and to hold

As we look upon your pictures
Sweet memories we recall
Of a face so full of sunshine
And a smile for one and all

A million times we'll need you
And a million times we'll cry
If love could have saved you
You would have never died

Days have passed now
As we watched sorrow
Knowing that with you
There will be no tomorrow

With your smiling heart
And your beautiful face
We will never, ever
Forget your warm embrace.
The Bottom Line:

As I watch the sun set outside my window
I rememer the horrors of my childhood

The pain, the feeling of being alone
The psychological assassination of my mind
And the unwantedness I knew of

They made me like this
Of which I can't describe

For now I know not of the meaning
But of the meaningless

I can stare out my window
Without a twitch of the eye
Just looking

Hoping God will end this everlasting pain
That keeps growing inside me

I want to speak to show how I feel
But who will listen?
These uniformed robots
Who are programmed to understand?

Why must I suffer?
I am not an animal
But one who has been robbed of a future
And a normal life

Now there is just a struggle for survival
In these surroundings
The only way to escape it...
Suicide.
Love is...:

Love is the greatest feeling
Love is like a play
Love is what I feel for you
Each and every day.

Love is like a smile
Love is like a song
Love is a great emotion
That keeps us going strong.

I love you with my heart
My body and my soul
I love the way I keep loving
Like a love I can't control.

So remember when your eyes meet mine
I love you with all my heart
And I have poured my entire soul into you
Right from the very start.
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