You have had . . .
cups of coffee since July 23rd, 1999.
I should put an ad here for a kleenex company (boo hoo)
June 30th, 2000
Well, it's been exactly one year since I was crying over my problems of not getting pregnant and here I am sitting here with my new baby boy Damien sleeping beside me on a bed. He looks like an angel of course. He was born at 6 lbs. and 6 oz. He is now four months old and 17 lbs. I would send you a picture but my husband threw my WebTV box out last November 1999 (that's another rant for another day). Can't wait to write out my labour story and publish it here for eternity HA H HA H AHA HA H
Read the following from bottom up if you want any of it to make sense.
May 7, 1999
My dh has just been diagnosed with arthritis and he is now on very powerful cancer drugs. I was reading the drug instructions; these pills are not to be used by anybody trying to conceive, male or female. I called the Pharmacist he said that a man can't make a baby while on this pill.
May 18th, 1999
I was supposed to get my period last Sunday but so far... N O T H I N G ! ! Thinking I might be pregnant - I remember these feelings and same symptoms as before.
May 21st, 1999
The HPT came back negative (ahhhhhhh! ! !) I went into denial and pretended to myself that a negative result means nothing and I went on believing that I was pregnant.
Sat. May 22nd, 1999
I had my second miscarriage today. Got vicious cramps at 2:00 p.m. and started bleeding a couple of hours later. I knew the second I got a cramp that this one was over. Very depressed. Joined an adoption list. My dh won't speak to me because I took 4 days off work sick - he doesn't understand or he is scared I will get fired - I wish he was just a TEENSY more supportive.
May 26th, 1999
Found out that we can still try to make a baby (lying sack of crap Pharmacist instructions) althought the drugs
that dh is on causes low sperm count.
June 23rd, 1999
AF showed up (at least it didn't take 2.5 months this time like the last m/c)
June 28th, 1999
At midnight, dh & I sold our house (with no agent ahh!!). I think we got a great price and dh thinks we sold too low. As long as we didn't lose money - that's the important thing to me.