Writings beginning in December 2001
LITTLE SISTER
Little sister once we werent too close
Impulse we had in us both to let the fire show
Admit it now i can i had envy, the finest brand
You knew the truth and got too close
Knew All the things I dont want known
Little sister changed somehow
Dont strike me as so little now
Im glad we got all the kinks out
Im not too proud to say Im proud
I know that fate has changed your ways
I know you've had your scary days
I know the turbulance within
I know its hard but dont give in
Accept the changes of the wind
Dont have to break but you can bend
Little sister changed somehow
Dont strike me as so little now
So glad we got all the kinks
Im not too proud to say im proud
Little sister just remember this
Im right here for you through all this
I have no doubt that you will win
Dont lose the will we had as kids
Little sister changed somehow
Dont strike me as so little now
Im glad we got all the kinks out
Im not too proud to say Im proud
Know that you'll make it through somehow
Go with the wind but dont back down
Im not to proud to say Im proud
Im not too proud to say Im proud
Someone after all
When I feel my most defective
You sweetly more than once protest it
Comparisons I dont add up
To you Im much more than enough
When I feel like giving up
Youre there with a forgiving nudge
Sometimes I wonder if I give you enough
Your like no other none have stayed enough
Follow me under when my own darkness calls
You make me feel like someone after all
You see my heart like no one's ever seen
Nurture the colors instead of wash them clean
Visions of life we live so happily
Dont see her eyes
You look still straight into me
Here comes the bride could this be happening
Take me as wife my new identity
May come a time we have to wait and see
Still cant see why you want a girl like me
For many years our closeness held to task
Through bright rayed skies and over casts
We twist we turn we stay on path
Hope no thrown curves will change the fact
Sometimes I wonder if I give you enough
Youre like no other none have stayed enough
Follow me under when my own darkness calls
You make me feel like someone after all
I wonder whats to be
Whats to be of you and me
Cant help wondering
Is there a future to be seen
Feels Good
Need has come over me I must meet him
This advance is unlike me no its not at all
Drawn near its so impulsive
Tired of overthinking
I've done that too much
I'm drowning in his gaze again
One glance of him just does me in
Heartbeat through the roof
Feels good to take my chances
I dont want a life with you
Just wanna feel your hands right..
I've grown bored and deserted all my inhibitions
There's too much a chance to take advantage of
I learned that too slowly but I'm making up
I've lived on the inside looking out enough
Heartbeat through the roof
Feels good to take my chances
I don't want a life with you
But just a night might be nice
Heartbeat through the roof
Feels good to take my chances
I don't want a life with you
Just wanna feel your hands right...
Heartbeat through the roof
Drown in your ice blue glances
Don't want a life with you
But just a night might be nice
Lost in the magic of this steamy night
I was once scared to feel this but it feels just fine
It feels just fine
It feels just fine
It feels just fine