Apart of me where Sarah has a home           Untitled     sultry evenings cultured by blissful thoughts of unknown pleasures within this void I see her body among the stars She kisses me at night I see her in the shadows of the suns decent she haunts my dreams leaving me in pure euphoria leaving me when I wake waiting for that day to smell her hair with tears   she'll always be within me she's already made a home   7-8-98                 Copyright (c) 1998     Within this Autumn Night   feeling the wind rise screeching through my ears gusts pulsing through my veins dry air cycling   so docile smelling the candle chimney smoke burning into my mind rose petals flaming cringing as they crackle feeling the autumn night living within it   chanting a wish echoing hallowed by the wind scents rising sweet blissful thoughts sitting alone   sitting under the night watching everything swirl chaotic within this autumn night               6-2-98                         Copyright (c) 1998     Untitled   fire raging fusing everything I hold perplexing eyes searing my passion I can't stop looking turning churning she's there lying beneath the trees pure as the sun but keeping me (haunting) so that I want more             5-22-98                      Copyright (c) 1998         longing_for_warmth   Waiting in longing for some distant thought that captures every moment painless torture through silence jaded by time cursed at birth wondering searching for innocence that was never there   creating an endless world only shadows words of mist echoing among the trees only the crescent moon guides an endless vortex of pure emotions   10-12-98       lifeless   naive intentions of a forgotten past her innocence once held bonded by blood and thorns waking up to the mist finding only remorse to her passion lost in the halls of society lost caressing the dimensions of her face hoping to find her soul within flesh   lonely nights of questioning with her words chanting pounding endlessly of the solace smelling a pillow reminisce of a fragrance ghostly a phantom in my bed sleeping within her calm days left in longing   a child's heart longing for a union of souls cast down within pillars of stone snakes an demons for comfort waiting for the world to turn scarlet to hear the chilling wind night falling into shadows where i can wait helpless benign to a lifeless word     11-15-98           to all those who've i've left in silence   The Silence under my breath   profound silence seeping through my breath emotions filtered through jaded memories holding her warmth of her soul holding vibrant looking into her eyes knowing the truth of my soul within the darkness knowing her heart is full i gave it to her but all she gave it was nothing to me she came too close she cared too much and i left her in the shadows   silence speaks harsher than words   11-29-98         Untitled nothing seems to stick always seems to be changing just watching the clouds float by a whisper in the winds just lying in this dead grass feeling the sun warm me an echo of silence a humming of a bee   swerving dodging everything that tries to kill with out thinking to find a timeless solace a place of sanctuary everything just speeding by standing hopeless on a corner caught in the crowd looking up to steel giants (made of mass production to create a mirror that only shows what it wants ending in a burst of smoke to tower over me) viewing this hyper reality in a sense of bewilderment caught up in a billboard a forgotten sun golden valleys   watching everything spin out of control 'til i'm lying in the filth   dreaming of a forgotten hill side where the wind echoed the silence of peace   12-21-98