Jim, somehow you knew that we would never be and you have hurt my heart, broken the spirit and taught me a lesson.  Never again, will allow someone to take that control over my life again.

UNSURE

Took the adventure of meeting you
An opportunity for us to bond our souls
It was there and so real
But as the time we were together
Something happened
You drew away...

I sat in confusion
I did not know what actions to show
I was at a loss for words
Then you finally opened up
Saying that it was not fair to me or the kids
There may never be a future
Due to all the confusion you were in

My tears flowed
My heart broke
I ran..
Back to my home far away

Now I sit numb
Not knowing how to act
The words still gone
You have distanced yourself completely from me
I hurt, the children hurt
Still I hope and pray for the future

The adventure has come to a stand still
Our souls are on hold
Our future sits in the hands of only one
I wait, You wait
But if the ruling were made
You have made up your mind
There never will be a uniting of our souls
The future is now lost.

Written by Me!