BEST LINE OF THE DAY
Marianne: What does the mute button on your phone do?
Shar: It mutes it!
Marianne: Mute as in the other person can't hear you, or as in you can't hear the other person?
Shar: Hmm. let me think. SO you get mad at someone, you call them and yell, "You never listen to me - well now you're gonna have to!" Then you press 'mute' and just talk away.... Yup, it's when the other person gets muted.
Marianne: Ahh, shut up. Nevermind.
I was studying in the buttery ALL DAY - the most sleep I've had in the past week is 6 hours. So my eyes have eyebags - these huge dark circles underneath which I thought at first was my eyeliner that had smudged... you know that kind - the one you get when you wear non-waterresistent (despite the what the label says!) mascara and it's a hot day. I feel and look like a train wreck - I wanna wear a sign on my forehead that says "No, my mascara didn't leak, because I don't wear mascara.. I'm just really really tired!" As I told Marianne, what happens if I pass the man of my dreams on the street, but he doesn't recognize me?! Ooh, speaking of... I saw the most BEAUTIFUL guy EVER yesterday! I was following him on Yonge St and would have kept on checking out his ass except that I had to go and meet Marianne (pssh.. thanks a lot!). We're talking 6'4", built but slender, ass was nicely shaped but not rock hard, rugged nose, gorgeous arms, short caramel and blond colored hair, wonderfully strong features.
On my gawsh, the last driving classroom session was today. *shudder* it was soooo boring. maaan. oh yeah, and a diet of pure chocolate, lots of coffee and lots of chicken is not healthy at all. Hm. And laundry day - yay for clean underwear! I was going to do the regular and just go and buy more, but then I'm in this stupid bet for another day. Ahh, another day, I can do this. Go me!
And here's my frog!!!!!
MWAHAHHAHAA... I changed all these names on Selina's phone address book but she doesn't know... she only knows two of them, cuz she never reads my site. hehehehe... I changed my name to 'Hot'n'Sexy' and Happy's name to 'Unhappy'... Then since Mel and Parsons have similarish numbers, I changed their names around - Mel is Parsons and Parsons is Mel. Ahhh, life of a bored and fun-starved student during exam time.
Okay, this is the funniest thing Mel has said all day - she said she's tired cuz she's not getting enough sleep... she "hasn't slept her normal 14 hours in awhile".. Hahahahhaa. sorry. I tried to get her to study yesterday and so I told her that she wasn't allowed to eat dinner until she'd finished 3 chapters in the micro book. I am evil, Shar I am. Maybe I should work on that.
This was sent to me by Farah..
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job ... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward. ]
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One-night-stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself ... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out. Send this to your twenty-something friends ... maybe it will help someone feel like they aren't alone in their state of confusion...
"I bend but I do not break."