Parental Control Not Advised. She told me get a job I said I'm trying too She said loose some weight I said do I really look that bad She said you never do anything I ask you too I said you never ask you tell me She said you don't respect me and I said I can’t respect someone who doesn't respect me. She said sometimes you make me want to scream c’mon now that's not a big change She said I wish you would just move out and I said where shall I move to the next gutter She said your lazy and I just turned my head and walked away. She can’t control me no not today I'm not mommy's little girl anymore I am all grown up and can make my own decisions. She said when are you going to get that ring on your finger and I said why do I need a ring I am in love and that should be good enough. She said when are you going to give me grandchildren and I said when I feel like the time is right for me to conceive. She said you need to get your life on track and I said my life is on track I am right where I want to be She is supposed to praise me when I do good but all she can do is find my faults After all this time she still wants to control me why does it have to be this way I just want her to be my friend not my enemy. All I want is her to guide me not own me I am not her property I am my own person why cant she just see that's the way things have to be. She said I don't even know my daughter anymore and I said Mom that's just the way things are going to be She said I would like to mend our wounds will you let me be your Mom and I said we will wait and see. |
| Can You Feel It Am I feeling this is it true. Friendship turned to hatred with a few harsh words to destroy us. Bring you to your knees so you can share my pain. Bring me to my feet so I can feel sane. Push me off the ledge and let me fall. Go on and take it all. Hate me for who I am and who you wanted me to be. Hate me because you never respected me. Let me be, let me be me. I don’t accept change easily. Let me scream let me shout let me cry it out. Run away, run away go back to the place that kept you safe. Break me, break me I need to feel some pain. Tell them, tell them you never really liked me. Listen to me, listen to me speak the truth. Sigh, sigh and tell your lies. Try, try to understand that I am who I am. Disrespect me, Disrespect me. Watch me, watch me move on without you. |
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