Loosing It

Looking for a way out of this cruel and dark world.
Am I all alone in this world or am I just lonely.  
Does anyone really know how it feels to be someone else.  
If you could walk in my shoes would you want to run away from all my pain too.
I might try on your shoes for size but hell why should I lie I don't want your life.
Would you dare look into my eyes and see the pain that's inside
Or would you rather look away and pretend that everything is always going to be OK.

You don't have to save me, I don't need saved anyway.  All I want from you is to tell me that you can relate to this pain in my brain that keeps me from smiling, that keeps me from laughing, that keeps me from loving ,that makes me hate, that makes me want to stop living.


Now tell me can you relate to this pain in my brain.
Do you weep when you try to sleep?  Do you frown when no one is around, but fake a  smile when you’re in a crowd.
Or are you just another person who's laughing at the hell I am living in. 

You don't have to try and be my savior, I don't need saved anyway All I want from you is to tell me that you can relate to this pain in my brain that keeps me from smiling, that keeps me from laughing, that keeps me from loving, that makes me hate, that makes me want to stop living. 

Do you even care if I live or die
C’mon don't feed me that crap I want the truth not some lie.
If I keep living will I always feel this way or will some saint come and free me of this pain
Why does it matter hell if I know I just thought you would like to know what its like to be the one who can never find happiness no matter how hard I try

You don't have to be my savior I don't want saved anyway All I want from you is to tell me that you feel the pain in your brain that keeps you from smiling, that keeps you from laughing, that keeps you from loving ,that makes you hate, that makes you  want to stop living. 

Can you deal with it, tell me can you deal with the pain it’s tearing you up inside and consuming your mind
Damn what a shame you took the plunge into my world and now your stuck in my realm of hell
Now tell me will you ever feel again