i am currently working as a consultant at csc corporation. today is my fourth day today. the high point of my work here will be when i get my paycheck, that is just about the only main reason i am working here. initially there was some excitement in my heart about the various possibilities i could encounter on this job. but slowly one by one they are getting shattered replaced with another version of reality and truth. there's nothing bad about this job, it's the same as my last job at mindq publishing. i guess working as a consultant for rhi consulting has somehow put me in a lower level of humanity as far as these companies are concerned. they all treat me like an outsider, generally shunning me and leaving me to my own devices. i wouldn't mind so much if i had something interesting to do, but even that is denied me. the testing job i have to do here is going to more of a chore, it has all the hallmarks of a tedious job. i liked my first job at alpi, i have to admit. it gave me a challenging job in what i felt was a very supportive environment. most of the people were older than me, but that didn't bother me, it was all part of a different yet nice experience. my fellow employees at the current workplace have a high number of young people. infact i share my room with another dude whom i generally dislike. our conversations are monosyllabic and mostly initiated by me. i am sick of this silence between us, this disinterest on his part to find out what i am all about, to talk and initiate something. i think he is a cocksucker, no offence to homosexuals. there is another consultant who started the same day as me. she is from manilla, phillipines, although she looks strongly malayasian to me, but then again what do i know. we are kind of friends atleast we have been talking to each other, however the problem is that she is in another room now with 3 other people. that kind of makes things awkward, not to mention the fact that we really don't have anything to talk about and generally end up talking about our work which ofcourse is nonexistent for either one of us. she is nice though.