Who am i?
Well, seeing as i'm not sure, and though you prolly do know me, but not as well as you think i will just babble incessantly on this here page until either you give up trying or i do. to make this easier to follow (like i really care too much, but i should make nice, right?) i will pull some of the inane questions from the questionnaires that circulate and toss them. Then i will put up some of the other ones. It is the lazy and easy way to do this, and i know it. You gotta problem with that? i really will put up something better soon, but this is better than anything that says "Y'all" because i hate that word with a seething passion.
My Names
Blue, Cagedancer, Cartwheeler, Hot Mamma, lapisllong, Marian, Maureen, mis, misi, misijane, misi-mom, mom, Myrtle the Turtle, Mysciey, Thatgoddamnstupidfuckingbitch, The Goddess
Sex
yes, i like it, and thank you for asking
My Age, Hair, Eyes, Height
28, varies, very clear bright blue, 5'7"
Born, Grew up, Live
September 25 in Santa Cruz, CA / Irving & Grand Prairie, TX / Arlington, TX
Mutilations & Jewelry i Can't Live Without
tongue was peirced (and will be again!), 4 small silver hinged hoops in the right ear, 3 in the left, 2 silver bands on my right hand (ring and middle), one on my left (ring), and simple gold wedding band on my middle finger / a thin silver necklace Roni gave me with a clear blue heart bound in silver on it; i have a small scar on my left cheek an inch under the outside corner of my eye from where i decided to personally remove a cyst . . . it is a small hole and i want to get a small blue star to put in it
Signs
Libra / Year of the Tiger
Siblings
My half-sister, Brat is 7 years younger than me / my adopted bro, The Little Toaster Boy, is 10 years younger / and Dustin's sister, Coral, is Brat's age.
Daily Addictions
music / CAFFIENE! / music / dark chocolate / music / D*Land!
Passions
My daughter / music / my friends / writing / acting / movies
Greatest Fears
My daughter will grow up to be a redneck / NEEDLES! / suffocation / mob behavior
Is There Life Out There?
Can we really be the best in all the multiverses? i, for one, hope NOT! They probably teach their children to stay clear of this backward planet! Think on the full implications of this for a moment ~ human beings are a disease!
The Title To the Book On My Life
Life Sucks When He Sells Kirbys: Tips For Women Married To Flakes
How i Whore Myself
after 8 years of directly servicing various customers, i moved to call center operations ~ i was a practicing goddess. After 3 years of loyalty, they laid me off and i am now with Sprint PCS vying for Goddess status again.
How i Just Give It Away
i'd like to say i write for fun or even to enlighten, but i don't. i write because the little voices speak to me and i have to give homage to them or they drive me crazy. i have Poems, a diary, and a questionable career as a journalist. i also do editing on the side and make up stories for children. OH! There is the whole Indie Movie thing . . .
Bands i Have Seen
George Michael / Bangles / D.M. / Elton John / Elton with Billy Joel / Moby / Cake / Naked / Sean Colvin / Meridith Brooks / Dixie Chicks / Syphon / Glitch / Thrill Core / Hard Sector Error / Species / Tabula Rasa / Pantera / Jewel / Alabama / Midnight Oil / Matchbox 20 / various local bands i can't remember right now
Bands i Wish i Could See
Elton (some more) / Sublime / Blink 182 / Garth Brooks / CURE, CURE, CURE! / The Association / D.M. (MORE!) / Disturbed / Eagles / Jackson Browne / Big Audio Dynamite / Peter, Paul, & Mary / Erasure / Melissa Etheridge / Eve 6 / EVERCLEAR / Boy George / Godsmack / Goo Goo Dolls / Macy Gray / Offspring / Janis Joplin / Jimmy Hendrix / Led Zeppelin / KD Lang / Annie Lennox / Alyson Moyet / Limp Bizkit / Lo-fi Allstars / Tommy James & the Shondelles / Marcy Playground / Huffamoose / Matchbox 20 / Don McLean / Moody Blues / ELO / Supertramp / BTO / Duran Duran / Three Dog Night / Alanis Morissette / Willy Nelson / David Allan Coe / NIN / PM Dawn / Pink Floyd / Placebo / Portishead / Prodigy Chili Peppers / Kid Rock / Skinny Puppy / Rod Stewart / Cat Stevens / Stroke 9 / They Might Be Giants / Third Eye Blind / Train / Randy Travis / U2 / Day One / Faithless / Eric Clapton w/ & w/o Cream / there are so many more . . .
My Ultimate Weaknesses
massage! / fire / water / Meyers Dark Rum / good music / watching bands practice and jam / babies / really bad porn / The Sourdough Jack / Wolf Brand Chili (no beans) / leather / glitter / reading anything that will sit still long enough / making my friends happy . . .
Who i Read
Stephen King / Clive Barker / Robert Heinlein / Poppy Z Brite / Anne Rice / JD Robb / Olivia Leigh / RL Stevenson / Rold Dahl / M L'Engle / Crackbaby / Percy B Shelley / Mary W. Shelley / dictionary & thesaurus / cereal boxes / instruction manuals / there are, as usual, more i can't remember right now
How i Amuse me
Bennigan's / friends / concerts & shows / driving / camping / reading / sleeping / movies / writing / doing pointless word searches on the net and browsing the results . . . so i'm a geek, and i care because? / playing with my Rats / loving Angel!
Why i Did't Date for three years
What is love? / one time a guy tried to kiss me Roni cried and screamed, "DON'T TOUCH MY MOMMA! i WILL NOT SLEEP ON THE COUCH!" / i don't trust people / i need to be a better person first / a few guys stalked me!
When i fell in love
i was on an elevated platform and he was on the floor and i looked down into his eyes and he stared into mine . . . they are right when they say it feels like lightening and there is music. It took a month to finally meet him since i'm shy and i was fighting it, but we are so in love and happy that i have to believe in love at first sight.
Things That Really Piss Me Off
lies / being told i am "just a girl" / a closed mind stagnating and rotting pressing it's filth upon me / people who use others / someone hurting my friends / suicide / child molestors / people with a total lack of social graces / when the crawling people DON'T / when people read the diary and WON'T SIGN THE BOARD! / the word "Y'all"
OK, i feel a little better now that there is SOMETHING up here, and thanks if you stuck through all that with me! YOU HAVE EARNED MY UNDYING GRATITUDE, for what that's worth.

a missive to me! / Diary / sign the wall