I know that  I am not the greatest woman in this world.  I have the bad qualities to go with the good ones.  But I do know what I feel for you, and what I think of you.  I know that everytime you smile at me, I light up inside.  And when I look into your eyes I melt.  You brought back a lot of things in my life that I lost or gave up hope in.  You truely are a wonderful person whether you know it or not.  You accepted me, child and all.  And you let Caitlin into your life which means more to me than anything.  I know I do a lot of things wrong, and sometimes that is hard to admit.  But I also know how much I love you and care for you.  I don't know how long you plan on being in my life John, but I will always love you and carry around the space in my heart for you.                                          Love Always and forever                                                         Leslie Renee