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	Reading via Internet Chat Room 10/14/2001 Some notes: I was sent to this chat site by a friend. After visiting a few times, I was given a reading. The people doing the readings are not professional mediums - they are students. I was supposed to be read by “journey”. As we were about to start, journey began reading someone else. Lots of confusion followed. I have edited out most of what journey said as it just makes it harder to follow and was definitely not meant for me.I also deleted all the people entering/leaving the chat (as well as any reference to the location of the site). This transcript makes it appear very brief but it actually took a good twenty minutes. My comments are in [square brakets]. <di> Al are you there? <Al> Yes <di> Sorry about that, sometimes spirit is much stronger than we are. <Al> :) <di> I need a moment to focus and so does journey so lets talk just a bit <di> where do you live? what part of the us? <Al> OK <Al> NY <di> ah man, tough place to be right now <Al> %0 miles north of the city <Al> 50 <di> hmmm well first of all I have a lady connected to you. <clems37> all sorry to interrupt but woudl you recognsie a woman in spirit <Al> ok <clems37> lol <di> al this is a lover, a wife. is that correct? <Al> no <di> oops hang on, this is someone who was in love with you, <di> long auburn hair <Al> yes <di> was there an engaggement for she feels like you were that closely connected <Al> no <Al> want the relationship? <journey> al you gave her a picture of some kind <di> not yet al <Al> could be [I was thinking of the web site but, also, I had been holding a picture of her when we started] <journey> something between you that you have memory of <di> Very pretty very smart and really feels like she own you. lol so strange <di> oops owns <di> ah, dad <Al> YES <di> sorry lost it for a moment, <di> such a wave of emotion <journey> i do feel military connection and proud <Al> no <di> seh sure does like to show people when they are right <di> al is this your daughter? I am lost here we have two different connections <Al> step daughter <di> same thing <di> in her eyes <Al> yes <di> there is a reference to something very tiny, that you carry or that is special between you, tiny is the keyword <journey> is there anyone having trouble flying the flag <di> understand that? <di> it is very tiy, like a trinket <di> sorry tiny <di> holding it in her hand <Al> no... <di> hmm not sure, just keep it but she is bent over looking or rather cradeling this in her hand <Al> could this be for her mom who's right here? <journey> yes <di> this is like a tiny tiny angel <Al> my wife does [My wife showed me she carries a tiny angel encased in plastic] <di> I can't see it clearly, ask her mom it is important to her, she won't let it go <journey> al, your dad is passed correct? <Al> it wasn't hers <Al> J-no <di> I don't get the symbolization then, just keep it <di> sorry phone got me <Al> my dad is very sick <di> ( refocusing) [journey throws in some info about numbers and my father that doesn’t connect at all] <Al> no <di> your daughter was involved in music or there is a special reference to music right now <di> there is a very haunting melody around her <Al> yes <di> like irish whistles <di> she is at peace <Al> like church music [There are 2 ‘haunting’ songs by Enigma Jodi wanted played at her funeral. She told my wife this just days before the accident.] <di> no pin no suffering <di> sorry pain <di> it is important to know that <Al> yes <di> this young lady was so compassionate that she wantsyou to know that she is so saddened by what happened in Ny <di> but yes mom I am helping <di> does that make sense <Al> yes [On 9-11 my wife told Jodi “you have to help all those people” as she had already been there for a while (crossed)] This was probably our best validation <di> she had a connection to one woman who actually perished in this tragedy <Al> unknkown <di> Lol she is showing me a chocolate cake <di> like she wants a cake <Al> YES! <di> only mom can make it like that <Al>:) [This reading took place on Jodi’s birthday!] <di> dad is a mean hand in the kitchen too! <Al> NO!! <di> her words <di> laughing <di> i think you burn everything you touch lol <Al> Yes <di> ya know al, she may be your stepdaughter but in her heart you are her father <Al> I know <di> there is a special bond between you <Al> Yes <di> and a lot has to do with the respect you give her mom <journey> i hear flowers are important <journey> and just done. <Al> yes [Could be about flowers we put on grave and accident scene a few hours before] <di> a lot of love between you all <di> there is a brother as well <di> he is not doing well emotionally at this time <di> is he in the clergy? <Al> no <di> ok who is the minister? <journey> please say our names with no journey or no di, thanks, it helps us. <Al> From her service? <di> lol journey I am confused as you must be <Al> OK <di> no al, hang on I will get it <di> There is a brother right? <Al> 2 <di> two other siblings <di> lol <Al> 3 [2 brothers and a sister] <di> ok, the m brother, I think it is mike <di> is as sensitive as her and this tragedy has affected him immensley <Al> bro in law [Mike is her brother in law (she really liked him). One of her brothers is having a particularly hard time with her passing.] <di> he is angry <di> he is well it is deep with him <di> and it is showing in strange ways <Al> that's one of her brothers <di> I am not sure if she means her passing or the wtc <Al> hers <di> She is trying to help me understand but I just don't get names sorry <Al> it's ok <journey> al your grandma passed and was a favorite amoung the family <di> Is there a police connection here <journey> she is small and short <di> with this brother <Al> J- many years ago di -no police <journey> with dyed hair every two weeks <journey> she stands with the family on the other side <journey> an aunt has passed as well. <di> She is definetly showing me a police uniform so just keep it <Al> My aunt? <journey> yes aunt <Al> yes Many years ago <journey> and she points to you as decisive person <journey> and that collects stuff <journey> she shows me rocks <Al> no <journey> and she shows me box <Al> nothing <journey> says she wore hat [Yes, my grandmother and an aunt have passed but none of the rest of this applies (from journey)] <di> I think I have it .. troubled brother and police will meet, nothing tragic, actually just annoying <Al> NO <journey> i let it all go then and i thank you for listening. <Al> TY journey <Al> di- ok <di> thanks journey for trying, this is confusing when we are not on the same wavelength but this girl is so strong. <di> There is a reference to white lillies or a flower like that and it is ok mom. <di> this seems to be adecision you are making. does this make sense? <Al> no... <di> these are on a table, like a dining room table <di> ( just telling you what I see) <Al> no, sorry <di> like go ahead with the dinner <di> like a holiday dinner. <di> It may make sense at the strangest time <di> the white flowers will be a key <Al> ok <di> I can't stand it when I get misses. lol <di> I know I am just not gettng what she is showing me <di> and she is trying so hard. <Al> no name, cause of death... <di> not yet <di> I am sorry al I just cannot get it. I am on pain killers and that often impedes info for me. Does anyone else have her? <Al> BTW, my first reading <di> lol <di> Not mine sadly <di> I am waiting for her to come back in again <Al> LOL. I am too! <clems37> Al I am being shown my sister barb and I am wondering if the name has meaning to you <di> This is a blood connection <di> like an immune deficiency <di> is that correct something to do with blood flow as cause of death? <Al> no <di> k I quit. but is your dad having complicaitons to do with the blood? <Al> Cancer <Al> and I have some probs too <di> nah, that is not it. I do apologize. but I do know she is here <Al> I appreciate whatever I get <di> I admit defeat. <Al> Well, I'll be back! <di> Lol she is laughing at that, she does love to have the last laugh so to speak. <di> so will I al, i never totally give up <Al> VERY happy girl <di> and I will figure her out <Al> :) <di> but watch for those white flowers <Al> I will <Al> Today was her birthday <di> lol the cake! <Al> :) <di> Is white flowers a John Edward symbol for birthday? <Al> I forget... <Aussy> balloons isn't it? <****> yes - I believe it is <Mom> no, flowers :) <JC> yes it is Di <Al> !! <di> I still see the dining room table. I am going to have to learn JE symbols for his fans. <di> After all that is how you all communicate. I love spirit <Al> How'd u know I was a fan? <di> I am psychic! and () told me <Aussy> lol <Al> LOL!!! <Mom> ;) <di> lol <di> Thanks for sharing her Al and Mom she is a special person and she has a great sense of humor! <Aussy> ((((((Al)))))) (((((((Di)))))) ((((Journey)))))) <di> What was the music connection? <Al> Well, thanx for trying so hard <di> I knew better than to read on drugs. let that be a lesson ! <Al> Song she wanted it played at funeral <Aussy> Al can I just ask quick question, not connected right now but earlier I felt impact to the chest and heard Danielle, D sounding name <Al> Hehe, I live on pain killers! <Al> Yes on impact, np D <Al> NO D <Aussy> ok ty <clems37> and no barb? <Al> anyone else?!! <Al> nope, no barb but she collected Barbies! <clems37> no adoption issue related? <Al> no <clems37> ok just trying to figure out the connection to my sister barb <clems37> cus that is what she showed me <Al> how old is/was she? <clems37> my sister was29 when she passed ocf cancer * di has left <Al> Nope, no connection... Sorry for your loss <clems37> and left 2 daughters here that were adopted <clems37> ok i just thaought maybe there was soemthing i was missing <Al> I don't see it... <clems37> me either <Al> Thanx, though <clems37> :) <clems37> thanks for sharing with us al <Al> Thank YOU ALL!! <clems37> :)