I'm so terrified of the morning
Can't seem to stop the tears
No one near to talk to
Nothing to abate my fears

All the one's I learned to love
Have wandered off on their own
There is no place I have now
Where I can feel at home

A history ends and a void remains
A darkness I can't pierce
I try to set my heals in strong
Terror overtakes me so fierce

I want to say so many things
But no one now to hear
So I sit in silent darkness
Just overcome by fear

The future seems to stop me now
I'm paralyzed by the things inside
I need a place to shelter me
Some loving arms in which to hide

I must face reality
I have no other choice
On me to many others depend
I must halt my voice

Keep inside the pain and hurt
And act like something true
When deep inside the pain I feel
Is tearing me in two

So as the gavel strikes an end
And the past is washed away
Into the silece of my walls
I must surely stay

hak

2126 / 22 Apr 99