March 17, 2000

My quote of the day!

"That I would be good even if I lost sanity..."
~~Alanis Morissette


My thoughts....

Wow..it's been forever since I updated this...partly because i've been lazy and my life has been crazy and partly because i couldn't figure out this whole yahoo/geocities merge thing. So, anyway...I'm back. Back with the ability to drink legally!! :) Yes, I've turned 21...just a few weeks ago actually...and i'm thoroughly enjoying the new freedom. I had a kickass birthday that lasted a few days, with all of my friends there...it was an awesome bday. So that's one big piece of news. Let's see....I'm still struggling with who i am, and who i should call friends and who i should forget. But that's nothing new really...For about a year now, i've struggled with that...maybe 2000 will bring me some clarity, but right now i'm still clinging to things that I had once, but don't really have anymore. When I started here at West Chester U three yrs ago...i made friends that i really thought would be the ones i'd have forever. Then I met mathboy (u know who u are) and my entire view of friendship changed...i never thought i'd connect with someone so completely. He's my best friend...my twindop :) He's the best kind of friend i've ever had. You know what the kinds are....the ones u study with, the ones u party with, the ones u talk to whenever u get the chance...and eventho things are fine when u catch up...they aren't the same as they used to be. I've actually been thinking about that kind of friend lately. I used to think that was the best kind...that when months passed by and u didn't talk...that those were the best ones...when u finally talk, u just catch up and everything's cool. But u know...u never really find the need to be with those friends 24/7....catching up is cool. I dunno...with greg (ok, yeah i said it)i need to see him all the time...he makes me seem necessary u know...i dunno...i'm just rambling now...but he's the greatest. So I've been spending lots of time with him...and we're just great. I'm really happy about our friendship right now. Ok...other stuff...classes are fine...i can't wait for may tho...and it's st patty's day and i'm going out to make the nite memorable! :) Catch y'all later!!

see journal from 3/24/99