I'll Try
I wonder hard
  with all my might
  on this lovely night
I can't seem to
  put things together
  not now ot ever
I try to
  make ends meet
  to despise my defeat
I held on
  too strong too hard
  only to reshuffle the cards
I can't make
  destiny meet with fate
  and choose my departure date
I may not
  know the wonderment
  but I'll make a commitment
  now or never
  I've got to put back the pieces together
by Carolyn Chon